I need some serious help

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Hello!
I know I am going to run away. I'm not sure when or where, but I know I'm going to. It seems to me that most kids want to run away because of depression, abuse, or family issues, but my reason is strait up boredom. The scary part is, I know exactly what can happen to me. Also, I know that it probably will happen to me. I will become a sex slave. Of course I don't want that, but I still want to run. People have shared movie clips, true stories, and some VERY graphic stories and that still doesn't defer my want. I would rather not have those images in my head but other than that, I still want to run away. There is no family issues, I'm not being abused, I'm just bored. Trying new things doesn't work because it's more of the surroundings that I'm bored of. Also, so many things are happening in the world, and I'm missing out. I seem to be a bit socio pathic except for the fact that I like to plan things. I don't know how to stop myself from going either. I come close to telling someone how much I truly know about the world and locations of things that I'd love to do, how to get there, and how to manipulate others to help me run away without realizing it (without hurting anyone or wasting anyone's time/energy).