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    I live with a piece of ******** master manipulator dad who I will never be able to prove that I shouldnt be living with. I have tried. I know that I should runaway. I have money, a place to go and a plan with a plan B Through Z in case anything goes wrong. But I can't make myself do it. I keep waiting for some final straw to trigger it or justify doing it. But I know that it might never happen. I might have to deal with the same manipulation every day because my dad might never do something bad enough for me to just snap and leave. But I will still have to deal with it. There has been so many times in the past when if I was ready I would have ran right out the door. But was either not ready or to young.

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    Hi there,
    Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody. You also mentioned that you cannot prove it but want to run away if this is so know that whatever decision you make your safety and wellbeing should always come first.
    Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
    If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best
    We hope to hear from you soon.
    Be safe,
    Please remember you can reach us directly by calling our 24 hour hotline, 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) or through our Live Chat.

    National Runaway Safeline
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