What do i do runaway or kill myself?"??

[Guest]

My mom just go out of the hospital my dad just got in a car crash. There fighting. My dad use to be an acholic. He (wants to kill himself- {sentence edited}). She left me and i was alone. Hes about to die. My mom smokes and she is cying slowly. I feel like im alone. ({sentence edited})...and 1 wants to runaway. What do i do? My mom saids i cause her all her pain. My real father ignores me for his girlfriend. My sister has friends and cakes for her brithdays i get yelled at and then be alone unless i go out. I been thining about running away snice i been 11 but now i want to do both kill myself or runaway. I wish i would know what to do so please what should i do because im a confuse 13 year old. Nothing is helping no more.

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Re: What do i do runaway or kill myself?"??

Thanks for contacting the NRS. It is very unfortunate that you are experiencing so much diffuculty with your family. No one deserves to go what you are going through and to see some of the things that you are seeing. It seems like there is so much going on that it is hard for you to leave your focus to just one or two issues. We are not in a position to tell you what to do, but we are available to talk and to listen and to guide you along as you search for the different options to help you cope with things. We are available 24 hours and are confidential. Also, if you are having clear signs of depression and suicide, you and your father may can call the National Suicide Hotline and speak to the counselors there. Their number is 1-800-273-TALK.

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Im on steroids

My blood platlets are low.
Im on prednisolone tablets which thin my bones. Im only 23 and i dont want this to affect my life forever so i would rather die.
Go to one of those countries that kill you with your own concent.
Plus someone i love just broke my heart.
Im tired...

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Re: Im on steroids

Hi there,

Thanks for reaching out to us here at the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you have been having a hard time because of the tablets that you’ve taken and someone has recently broken your heart. We’re sorry to hear about all of this.

You mentioned someone killing you with your own consent. Ending your life is a serious matter and it can be helpful to talk through with someone. The National Suicide Hotline (800) 273 8255 has trained counselors that may be able to help you through the tough spot it sounds like you’re in.

We’re here to listen and here to help runaway, homeless and at risk youth. It sounds like you’ve recently gone through a break up of some sort and we are sorry to hear about this. If you call us here, we can talk and also refer you to helpful resources local to you that are more fitting to your needs. We’re here to support you in any way that we can.

Good luck and stay safe,
NRS

[Kimore]

run away or kill myself

I'm 14 I be running away from home ever since I was 6/7 and always manage to c9me back. But this time. This time was all my fault I think. I don't know but okay. This morning was my friends birthday we were going to David busters and to a hotel party. I called my mom to see where she was at so I can get Some money. She said she was on her way and told me to clean my room . I finish cleaning my room and all is had to do was sweep. I had got tired and walked to the store to get ice cream. Once I had came back my father started yelling at me. "WHY DID YOU GO OUT THE FRONT OR WHATEVER HE SAID. I really didn't under stand what he was talking bout so I went to the kitchen and he came and bumped into me and said u got something to say . I didn't say anything because i knew if I would have said something it was gonna be a good thing . Long story short my my mother came home and said ya room not clean look at all this to trash I said I wasn't finish then my dad kept saying it's okay don't clean ya room I don't gotta go and I can't handle people yelling at me all at once I get angry and stressed out. So I took money and left ignored all calls and went to my bff house I told her don't tell anyone I'm here but she told this girl kennedi so I left and called 911 and told them I ran away and I dont wanna go back home and I want u to kill me . They cops where on there way but instead I left. I swear to God one day I am gonna commit suicide and not gonna care who's heart . At the point in life I d9nt even wanna be here any more.

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Re: run away or kill myself

Hi there,

Thank you so much for reaching out to us here at the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like things have been tough for you lately and we are sorry to hear about this. We’re here to support you the best that we can.

First off, it sounds like you have been thinking about ending your life. This has to be a very scary thing to be contemplating but we are so glad that you are brave enough to speak out about this. It takes a lot of courage to talk about it and we’re really glad that you did. We’re here for you any time to talk about what you’re feeling and support you. There’s also one resource that may be helpful to you during any time that you are feeling down, that you can call 24/7: The National Suicide Hotline at (800) 273 TALK (8255). They also have live chat if you prefer to talk online: http://chat.suicidepreventionlifelin...elineChat.aspx. We do encourage you to call 911 any time you feel like you are in immediate danger of hurting yourself to get emergency assistance.

It sounds like you have run away many times in the past and you always end up back home. We’re not here to tell you what you should or should not do, we’re just here to help keep you safe in what you decide is best for your situation. If you are in need of a safe place to go to, you can always call us here and we can try to find a temporary shelter that you can stay in or you can explore safe places here: http://nationalsafeplace.org/.

Please do not hesitate to call or chat with us, we’re here to support you in any way that we can.

Best,
NRS

[Guest]

My mom treats me like i was never meant to be born or anything. I get bullied at school alot for my appearance. My friends treat me awfully. I just wanna run away and listen to my music forever in deep thought.

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Thanks for reaching out to NRs. We know it took great courage to reach out and ask for help. From what we understand about your story there has been a lot of bullying and we are very sorry to hear about that. No should be treated rudely for the way they look or what they do. Please know that you have value and you matter. As far as your mother if you feel as though she has been verbally or physically abusive you have the right to reach out to CPS (Child Protective Services) or the National Child Abuse Hotline (1-800-273-8255). Some other options you can explore are possibly telling a family member that you have a good relationship with or perhaps even a school teacher/ counselor. Again know you have the right to feel safe and be cared for.
We want to commend your bravery for reaching out to us. We know that it can be difficult and often stressful to call but we hope that we have given you tools and resources in order to make a more educated decision. If for any reason you have more questions or concerns please do not hesitate to call us at (1-800-786-2929) or online through our chat option at (www.1800runaway.org).
Best Wishes- NRS

[Guest]

I'm going to either kill myself or run away, or maybe both.

I'm useless, and have nothing to offer the world. I am not smart, strong, pretty, or very talented.

I am disgusting, a waste of resources, and just get in the way. Even my dad thought I would never get anywhere in life, my mom thinks I am disgusting, and lazy. No teacher thought I was smart. The world would be better without me. At first my mom might be sad, but after a while she would come back from it, and be happier without me.

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Hey there,

Thanks so much for contacting us, it takes a lot of courage to reach out and share what’s going on in your life and how you’ve been feeling. You may not realize, but even writing about what’s going on shows that you have an incredible strength inside of you. You have so much to offer and the world would be at a loss without you. Life is constantly changing and whatever your situation is, it gets better.

We care a lot about your safety, and we can help you find resources that can help you cope with these feelings. You do not have to face this alone, and there is so much help out there for you. If you are thinking about hurting yourself, the National Suicide Hotline could be a good resource for you. You can check them out at https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/, or you can call 1-800-273-8255 for help and support any time. If you’d like some additional support regarding some of the depressive feelings that you’ve been having you can also check out the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) by calling 800-950-6264, texting NAMI to 741741 or by checking out their site at nami.org.

If you’d like to go over what’s going on in depth, or if you’d like to explore other options that you may have available to you, please don’t hesitate to call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY. You can also chat us by clicking on the “CHAT” button on top of our homepage. We’re open 24/7 and here to listen and support you in any way we can.

All the best,
NRS

[Guest]

I am running away

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It seems there is a lot that you are faced with right now and you’re feeling like leaving is one of your only options. It seems you want to know some information on runaway laws.
While we are not experts on the law, 18 is generally the age that an individual may leave home without parent permission. If you are under 18 and leave home, your parent/guardian may file you as a runaway and you may be returned home. Also, those you stay with may run the risk of being charged with harboring a runaway. For more specifics on the law, the local non-emergency police or legal aid may better answer legal questions.
We are here as support to help through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email to assist you. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.
Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).
If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.
Be safe,
NRS

[Guest]

My mom calls me a failure I am only 13 she dropped me off on a side walk because I told her I dint want to go to college because I feel that I am not good enough and that I am not as good as my sister she constantly called me a failure and says I will never make it I just need help I do everything she tells me I just feel like nothing is good a enough when she yells at me she always talking about other people why can’t I be my own self I tell her I think it’s because I am light skin and everyone else in my family is light skin I am just tired.

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My mom calls me a failure

Hello,
Thank you for writing to us here at the National Runaway Safeline.

We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. You don’t deserve to feel that you are not good enough for things because you are. You are not a failure. It’s important to try and understand that you don’t have to compare yourself to others because you are your own person with. We understand. It sounds like it has been frustrating for you not having good communication with your mother. It would probably feel nice if she good see the qualities that you have. Sometimes it helps if you can sit down and talk things out.

NRS is here to listen and here to help.
We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email or bulletin for assistance. If you would like to talk more in detail and explore options about how to get better communication with your mother, please call or chat soon.

Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).

We hope to hear from you soon.

Take care,
NRS

[Guest]

I want to runaway because I am depressed

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Hello and thank you for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. We are sorry to hear you are depressed and want you to know that we are here if you ever need to or want to talk to someone. We would be happy to help you figure out how to change or leave your situation. We can discuss available mental health resources or youth shelters that may be able to take you in at this time. Please don’t hesitate to give us a call at 1-800-786-2929 or chat us at 1800runaway.org so that we can talk in greater detail about your situation and what options you have.

Take care,
NRS

[Guest]

i want to runaway or kms but i dont know what to do i have a place/ places to go. But if i kms i wont have to deal with getting in trouble or drama or any more fights. But i want to have kids and get married but i dont know what imma do. What should i do kill myself (kms) or runaway

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Hi there,

Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. It sounds like you’re fearing that the situation may end in suicide if things don’t change. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255); www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org is also a great resource to reach out to in addition to our crisis services.

Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This may be an isolating and lonely time for you, but you are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.

If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org.

We hope to hear from you soon.

Be safe and stay strong,

NRS

[Guest]

I’m not sure what to do run away or kill myself im 13 and life is to much I’m always in trouble at home and I am not dowing well in school I started self gaming and I feel theirs no hope left for me

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Hi,

Thanks for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you are in a really hard situation, and we hope we can provide some help to you.

It is important you know that there is help out there for you, even in your darkest moments. Sometimes things can get overwhelming, like they have in your situation, and it can lead people to think of ending their own lives. It's okay to feel this way, and there is support for you to get through it. We encourage you to reach out to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255. They are there to talk through your thoughts and provide you with hope and encouragement. You may also choose to visit the website, To Write Love on Her Arms at twloha.com. It's an amazing resource with writing from people who self-harm, and who have considered and attempted suicide about how they got through these tough times and found strength and hope.

We are also here to talk if ever you need help. You can reach us at 1-800-RUN-AWAY at any time. We are here for you to listen, to help. Stay strong.

Sincerely NRS