Want to Run Away! I Feel Like i Cause all my Family Problems

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At home i feel like i cant open up to my dad, and how sometimes he makes me feel because he wont listen to me or he defends himself to the point i don't know if what i'm feeling is even true. For example i will tell him what he may have done to make me feel depressed, he tells me he doesn't do that and that says i am just making him look like the "bad guy." When it looks like he just doesnt care i hold it in. Dont say anything. Then when i just had enough i will have an emotional breakdown to the point i tell him im done with him. Because he tends to trap someone in a corner with questions, then uses them against me and says oh do you just want me to leave? And i obviously dont. But this happens at least once or twice a month. It makes the whole family depressed for days on end. It worries my mom and her relationship with him. They never worry about their relationship until something like this happens. So there is one common denominator in all of this. and its the fact that it all starts because of me. Im only 17 and i need to graduate but it hurts to think i cause it all. I just want to leave this house so they can be happy. I feel that they think i cause it all on purpose, which i dont but here i dont feel like i can talk to someone who wont defend one another so strongly or themselves. I just am tired of dealing with the thought of it all is caused because of me. The down side is im only 17 with one more year of high school left. Its so close to graduating but yet i dont think i can take another year of this!!!!

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Re: Want to Run Away! I Feel Like i Cause all my Family Problems

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