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**Guest** · 03-28-2021, 04:36 PM

i've done my best trying to hold on but i can't take it anymore. my mom and dad left when i was to and we're heavy on drugs. i ended up moving back in with her when i was 12, i'm now 15. she physically and mentally abuses me. i've got pictures of bruises she's left on me. i wanna get emancipated but i can't do it by myself. she's smart around her words and can figure ways to make it seem like it's all me and can lie her ass off. she's going through my ******** and calling me a cunt, piece of ********, fat, and she keeps saying how she don't want me here or anything to do with me but yet won't let me leave. last night my step dad and her tried to hit me when driving home and grabbed me from jumping out the truck at 65mph but my mom told them to let me do it. her plan is to send me away to a girls home or juvenile detention center soon and i just want to go to a house that will actually be a home to me.

**Guest** · 10-22-2021, 07:23 PM

Hi, I came here hoping for some answers since CPS fails todo their job with helping me, I am a 15y/o female in the state of Florida. I have been abused physically, neglected, verbally abused and emotionally by my father. Ever since I can remember him abusing me was in preschool, that first memory was he told me if I ever did something wrong he would hurt me and he was a monster were his exact words. For a toddler I was scared. In first grade he beat me to were I passed out, that is the only time Ive ever passed out. My live is a living hell around him. I never told anyone because I was scared they would tell him. I would go to bed crying every night for my mother who had died in 2012. Her and my father were getting a divorce and he ended up winning because she died. I found a year ago court docs of it and read them, why he kept these I`m guessing to prove he owns me. One line of the paper said to the judge "I promise if you rule me the power to have my daughter I will make sure she has a roof over her head and a nice life" What a fat lie. He is the biggest manipulator, narcissist, 2 faced person you would ever meet. When my mother died I was like 5 or 6 she lived with her parents and my father lived with his. He never told me she was dead I never went to her funeral. For months I was under the impression she was ALIVE. It was Friday I was supposed to visit her, before I get out of the car he tells me she`s dead. I laughed and said no she`s not and got out of the car and ran into the house, I wen to her room she wasn`t there, then I started crying looking in every room of the house looking for her then I seen a bunch of flowers, my grandparents grabbed me and hugged me. How nice I found out my own mother was dead 5 mins before I was supposed to visit her. In 5th grade I looked in the mirror and held a steak knife up to my neck and was going to slit my throat. I was so close you don`t understand how much then I started thinking about the rest of my family and they wouldn`t know why I killed myself. So I called my mothers mom, my grandma the only one I trusted more than anyone I told her what was going on how he`s abusing me and I can`t take it anymore, I wanted her to come pick me up. She said she feels horrible but that I needed to try to stay strong so I did. That didn`t last long In 7th grade I had told pretty much my entire family and the all believed me and wanted to help, they said try to talk to him, so I did him and my step mom. That ended badly I was told he would put me in a halfway house just like my mother and when he got home from work he was going to beat the ******** out of me. I went to sleep and I woke with a belt being slapped over my face and he started to me me everywhere. He went crazy he beat me on the head, face, stomach everywhere. Mind you this is a few months after my Skull fracture from falling that he never took me to my doctors check ups after because he said he`s not spending his hard earned money on that. He held the belt to my face and said "you ever do something like that again and you better pray to Jesus you live to see another day" with that I told my school counselor what happened, she called cps. 2 weeks went by I asked if they were coming to talk to me and she said they were to busy with other cases and she never even checked on me after. Fast forward still being beat called a sack of ********, worthless, messed up ********, and everything else, my family told me to call CPS directly so I did and they came out the next day I think it was a women who looked like shed never done this in her life, she talked to my dad then me while he was standing there! she never even asked him to leave! she believed my dad over me and said I was a troubled teen then case closed, she never did an investigation she was supposed to call some family members and didn`t, then when they heard she did nothing they left he voice messages and she didn`t answer. All she did was look for marks and if CPS dose not see marks than a child has a happy wonderful life filled with butterflies. I told the idiot I hadn`t been beat for over a month. So 2 times I have put my life in their hands because its their JOBS but did nothing. My dad told her I was lying, so she trusted him over me. Well no freaking duh he`s gunna say he didn`t do anything. After he told me he had they right as a Florida citizen to beat me whenever he feels like it. He said I am his child and hell do whatever he wants until I`m 18, and I`m not leaving or escaping any where and hell make sure of it. Since then nothing has changed, it feels like hell, its so tiring being treated like ******** my whole life I`m stuck until I`m 18 unless I flee because the people who are supposed to help wont do their job. There`s no point of CPS being a thing their worthless. So what for them to notice me I have to either run, kill myself or wait to be killed by him for me to get my own Netflix documentary like the other kids where CPS goes, oh we should have looked into it. Well no duh CPS is sick. My aunt tried to talk to him and he sent her a message not that Ive seen but hear, " I have a gun and know how to use it, Ill take her away and you will never see her again or Ill take care of yall" Also this is why mom wanted a divorce because he did this to her but CPS ignored that fact. If I were happy and not being abused I wouldn`t ask for help. I know about emancipation but he wont let me and if I try to go to court about it I still have to live in the same house with him while its being done?! NO! I`ll get beat to death. My latest thoughts have been to try to provoke him into beating me, then run into a car lock the doors and call 911 since that`s the only way to get help if there`s a mark. CPS magical sign for abuse but most of the time they don`t do it even when there is a mark. PLEASE HELP I need to get the hell out of here also any of my family members would take me.

**Guest** · 11-21-2021, 12:25 AM

hi
I want to leave my household because my family is irritating and they fight all the time. Especially while driving. this doesn't make me feel safe at all and I can't talk to any of them because I struggle with confrontation. I cant deal with emotional things and I bottle them all up and I have been doing that for the whole 14 years I've lived. I at least just want to have my own home or be able to leave the house whenever I need some air from my family and let my emotions out because I can never be alone and I have never shared my feelings with anyone. I am scared to cry in front of people I can't even talk to my friends even tho they are my favourite people. I want to talk to this lady at my school who works in the mental services type department but I'm afraid my friends and family will find out and I don't want them to know. I only feel comfortable with her and some other teachers at school. I want to get into some kind of therapy as a lot of things have happened which I do not feel comfortable sharing here, but it's expensive and I can't do that without my parents finding out cause I can't drive. I'm 14.

**Guest** · 11-26-2021, 01:01 AM

my mom do not hang out with me i ask her to take me somewhere but she says no and when someone else ask her to take him/her somewhere she says yes please take me

**Guest** · 11-21-2022, 09:17 AM

Hello. I'm 16 and turn 17 in May. I need to get away from my parents. I dont want to wait till I'm 18. I. situation is really complicated. Where can i go to talk to people for help and to aks questions without my parents knowing.

**Guest** · 02-15-2023, 11:34 AM

i am 17 and live with my toxic father. i have been arrested for physical aggression twords him and he mentally/emotionally abuses me. my partner lives in a different state and i would like to stay with him but i do not qualify for emancipation. i would like advice on what to do because every time i leave my father threatens the police and forces me home.
sorry for spelling errors and i wasnt sure how to make an actual post...

**Guest** · 09-04-2023, 07:28 AM

My mom is a trigger to my mental health and I need help

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i need to get away from my parents!!!!

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