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    I am a mess. Everyone hates me i have no real friends. I cant let anyone care about me because i hurt the few that care. I get really made so easy, and snap, i throw personal things in peoples faces, i judge everyone, and im a straight.... I know why my whole family hates me, but no matter how much it hurts i cant change it, i cant stop my self from losing my temper and blowing up and saying things that in 5 mins ill regret. I can honestly say that no one in this world cares about me or loves me that doesnt feel they have to because were family. I wish i killed myself when i had the chance but i kept telling myself things would change when i was older. But now im 18 and things are worse, i cant bring my self to suicide because im a wimp. I cant do anything to fix this cause im in to deep, i wanna leave, i need to leave, i cant take this.

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    Re: I cant stop


    Thank for your contacting us for support. We imagine 18 can be a difficult phase to live through and the feeling like no one cares must be a lot to deal with on your own. You must be a strong person to have gone that. Have you considered seeing a counselor for what you are going through.

    How long have you felt like killing yourself? Have you talked to anyone about these thoughts before? We are appreciative of you reaching out and seeking answers for what to do. We are not here to tell you what to do. We cannot give advice but we present options in hopes that something might work out in your favor. We also provide resources to agencies that might help in situations like these. One resource that may help is called the National Suicide Hotline at 1800-273-TALK (8255). They can talk you through some of the feelings you are dealing with now if you choose to call them also.

    Have you thought of seeking anger management to balance out the other feelings you are having? We do have a database with resources here and hope that you can give us a call to find you local resources to get the support you need. Another option is for you to give us a call at 1800RUNAWAY. We are confidential and anonymous. We can offer direct support and each liner receive the same training here. We hope to hear from you soon. We are 24 hours/7 days a week. We wish you the best and good luck. Stay strong.

    Please remember you can reach us directly by calling our 24 hour hotline, 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) or through our Live Chat.

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