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The day after my 17th birthday, I came home to a missing laptop battery, a missing power cord for one of my consoles, and another entire console missing from my room. The next day it came to my attention that service on my cellphone had been canceled. It is not for this reason that I wish to part from this household, my story is as follows:
I am the first born child, and for most of my childhood, my father didn't have much of a significant part in my life. It has only been within the past few years that he has decided that he would become part of my life. All was well for the most part except for his narcissistic, ostentatious, condescending tones of speech towards my mother, grandmother, brothers and I. I have come to believe that he is what the devil would be like if he were in a human body. He has no remorse for human life, and seems to only be in existence for the sole purpose of his own satisfaction. Also, everything that goes on in this house is relayed to his mother, even before his own wife knows of it. He has managed to turn my grandparents (on his side of the family) and my own mother against me, and I have nowhere else to turn, because my grandmother(mother's side), who practically raised me is treated and talked to like an adolescent. He doesn't say it openly, but he constantly projects this idea that I will amount to nothing, and won't get into college, when he never even made it through community college. My mother and he can never hold a conversation lately without either yelling at me, or accusing me of something I didn't do. I hate this man so much, and I'm sure I'm not the only one, and I also hate my mother for sticking by his side through the worst of his rampages, and I fear the events to come if I get bad grades on a report card let alone a progress report. I have nowhere else to turn because I can't tell his mother for she is on his side and will believe nothing I tell her. I need some sort of guidance
P.s My dad also constantly compares my youngest brother to my middle brother as far as grades go, I am in high school and my youngest brother is only in the sixth grade which makes for a terrible comparison because of the difference in material, but it is stiff very demoralizing and unnecessary, and I'm sure he does it on purpose.
I am the first born child, and for most of my childhood, my father didn't have much of a significant part in my life. It has only been within the past few years that he has decided that he would become part of my life. All was well for the most part except for his narcissistic, ostentatious, condescending tones of speech towards my mother, grandmother, brothers and I. I have come to believe that he is what the devil would be like if he were in a human body. He has no remorse for human life, and seems to only be in existence for the sole purpose of his own satisfaction. Also, everything that goes on in this house is relayed to his mother, even before his own wife knows of it. He has managed to turn my grandparents (on his side of the family) and my own mother against me, and I have nowhere else to turn, because my grandmother(mother's side), who practically raised me is treated and talked to like an adolescent. He doesn't say it openly, but he constantly projects this idea that I will amount to nothing, and won't get into college, when he never even made it through community college. My mother and he can never hold a conversation lately without either yelling at me, or accusing me of something I didn't do. I hate this man so much, and I'm sure I'm not the only one, and I also hate my mother for sticking by his side through the worst of his rampages, and I fear the events to come if I get bad grades on a report card let alone a progress report. I have nowhere else to turn because I can't tell his mother for she is on his side and will believe nothing I tell her. I need some sort of guidance
P.s My dad also constantly compares my youngest brother to my middle brother as far as grades go, I am in high school and my youngest brother is only in the sixth grade which makes for a terrible comparison because of the difference in material, but it is stiff very demoralizing and unnecessary, and I'm sure he does it on purpose.
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