I wrote here a little while ago, and it was really helpful. Things are getting bad at home again so I thought i'd write again.
My mom has various mental illnesses, and I've spoken to my dad many times about leaving her, but he refuses because she can't go out in the world all alone and he just feels it's wrong.
I on the other hand am getting very upset and fed up.
In short, my mom has decided she has to put limits on everything I do because I'm still a child. As much as I understand that, and I'm allowed to have 'fun', i'm not allowed to go all - out because someone is worried or unhappy or what I want to do conflicts with their schedule.
I get good grades in school, I hang out with good friends, but my mom won't allow me the little freedoms I really want.
When I just say it like that, I sound like a spoiled mad brat but that's not what I'm trying to say. I just need another way of coping with this, because my dad is at work most of the time. I can't disrespect my mom because she can take all my privileges away from me. Basically, i'm scared into being meek and when I fight back she uses her parental powers. I'm thinking about running away again so she can stop using her control.
My mom has various mental illnesses, and I've spoken to my dad many times about leaving her, but he refuses because she can't go out in the world all alone and he just feels it's wrong.
I on the other hand am getting very upset and fed up.
In short, my mom has decided she has to put limits on everything I do because I'm still a child. As much as I understand that, and I'm allowed to have 'fun', i'm not allowed to go all - out because someone is worried or unhappy or what I want to do conflicts with their schedule.
I get good grades in school, I hang out with good friends, but my mom won't allow me the little freedoms I really want.
When I just say it like that, I sound like a spoiled mad brat but that's not what I'm trying to say. I just need another way of coping with this, because my dad is at work most of the time. I can't disrespect my mom because she can take all my privileges away from me. Basically, i'm scared into being meek and when I fight back she uses her parental powers. I'm thinking about running away again so she can stop using her control.
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