My mom hits me for being suicidal

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I just got hit by my mom for being suicidal what should I do. I’ve been talking to my mom about being suicidal since the new year, but have thought about it and attempted it since 4th grade. I wanted to keep my thoughts a secret since I don’t want my dad who I fear to know (he has beaten me with a belt but isn’t abusive)
I hate it when my dad talks to me since he always treats it like an interrogation. She told my dad about my thoughts and even hit me while in the car. I thought about running away after she hit me in the head multiple times. What should I do I’m scared to kill my self since what if there is a god or what if there’s just nothing.

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Hi, thank you for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline. It is very brave of you to share you experience and thank you for seeking help. It will be a good idea to reach out to Child Protected Services and 911 to report any type of abuse. If you need help with that please let NRS know. Also, its recommended by NRS for you to out to the 988 Suicide Prevention Lifeline if they ever feel like harming yourself in any way.

NRS want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email or bulletin for assistance. If you would like to talk more in detail and share more about how we can help specifically, please contact our 24/7 crisis support line either by phone or chat.



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If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.



We hope to hear from you soon.



Be safe,

NRS

[ccsmod14]

NRS apologize but NRS like to add if you choose to leave home as a minor, your parents could file a runaway report and anyone you stay with might be accused of" harboring a runway."