should i go

[Guest]

i am 17 but 18 in 2 months. My mom hates me its clear she's said. she dont care so i am pretty sure i wont be missed tbh. i am pretty sure its cause i rebel alot but i guess that wasnt my fault . i was raped at 16 from there everything got worse i was bad before but i just spiralled. my family knows about it at first they didnt believe me it took the person confessing for them to believe me i guess it was because i used to lie about small things and because i kept if from them for months. i constantly get reminded that i am a failure because i didnt get the right gcses and because i have to spend 3 years in college. i just dont wanna be here. i have a card my mom gave me i used it to order something for my friend i didnt want to tell her but she found out anyways she assumed i didnt have the card wouldnt let me speak an when i finally told her she shouted at me like i did something wrong. she calls me name like a sket (slut) ********** and so many other names. i dont even have a room anymore she took my room from me i sleep in my living room. i am tired honestly. i wish i could go to my dad but she made me cut ties with him. what should i do

[ccsmod1]

Hi there,

Thank you for reaching out to NRS. I’m sorry that your mom is abusing you by calling you names and kicking you out of your room. How she is treating you is not your fault, and even if you told her small lies in the past and didn't get the right gcses, it still wouldn’t be okay for her to treat you like that. Since you will be turning 18 soon, you will be able to leave home without being returned to your parents custody if you want. If you call or chat with us, we can help you figure out options for where you want to go if you want to leave home and help you find resources. Our ability to respond over the forums is limited, so if you would like to contact us further, please call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY or live chat with us at our website, 1800runaway.org.

We hope you stay safe and that we hear from you soon,

NRS Staff