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My dad always yells at me and I’m tired of it. I’ve gotten mostly apathetic towards him. I have nowhere to run away to. I don’t have any friends. I barely talk to anyone. I failed english last semester. I’m not good at work that involves stuff like writing. I’m redoing english this semester. I’ve been in my class for two days and I’m already missing work.
It’s the same thing over and over again, I’m tired of it. I harmed myself by scraping the dorsal side of my hand on the wall and now it’s scarred. I barely talk to my parents, I don’t ask them for anything. I think they have favoritism. I’m a middle child. I’ve never been to a party nor meet my friends outside of school. I have not had a friend since sixth grade. I wasn’t allowed to go to a classmate’s birthday in third grade because I needed a phone. Both my sisters, one younger and the other is older, have had their boyfriends at our house. I don’t think chromebooks and stuff like them belong in school.
I don’t know if I fail high school when I run away. I’ve never talked to a school counselor. My dad yells at me for having late work instead of trying to help. My dad hasn’t apologized for anything he’s done. I think he’s the reason I don’t talk. I’ve been doing bad in school since sixth grade. I haven’t had a haircut in a year because I haven’t asked for anything from anyone in a year. I don’t know what to do. I used to cut my arm with x-acto blades. I stay inside my room all day. I am allowed to go the park my sisters if I ask but, it’s just down the road. I don’t think it’s fair that I need a phone to go places. My dad went biking with my little sister and didn’t ask if I want to come.
It’s the same thing over and over again, I’m tired of it. I harmed myself by scraping the dorsal side of my hand on the wall and now it’s scarred. I barely talk to my parents, I don’t ask them for anything. I think they have favoritism. I’m a middle child. I’ve never been to a party nor meet my friends outside of school. I have not had a friend since sixth grade. I wasn’t allowed to go to a classmate’s birthday in third grade because I needed a phone. Both my sisters, one younger and the other is older, have had their boyfriends at our house. I don’t think chromebooks and stuff like them belong in school.
I don’t know if I fail high school when I run away. I’ve never talked to a school counselor. My dad yells at me for having late work instead of trying to help. My dad hasn’t apologized for anything he’s done. I think he’s the reason I don’t talk. I’ve been doing bad in school since sixth grade. I haven’t had a haircut in a year because I haven’t asked for anything from anyone in a year. I don’t know what to do. I used to cut my arm with x-acto blades. I stay inside my room all day. I am allowed to go the park my sisters if I ask but, it’s just down the road. I don’t think it’s fair that I need a phone to go places. My dad went biking with my little sister and didn’t ask if I want to come.
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