im tired of my mom.

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When I was a kid, I was always used to the fact that I was born in a poor family. But my mother was struggling to make ways to pay the bills so she decided that I should be the one to pay it. What I mean is that my mother exploited me, and it greatly messed me up. I have a terrible relationship towards any men. From my father who died years ago, even till now. She always abuses me even now and though I am no longer being exploited, I'm now getting isolated. She stopped me from going to school, and refuses to send me back to school. Then, she doesn't like if I study, doesn't like If i try to be independent, she doesn't want me to do anything, she's isolating me now. I wish she was dead. All she's done is mess things up for me. I am smart. I learned math alone as well reading. I am not from America nor am I from Europe.

I also don't look ghastly or dead, surprisingly though I am in a bad situation right now. I have no where to go right now and I don't plan on reporting her to the police, but I will definitely get out of here, away from her sooner or later. Once I grow up and get away from her, I will never come back. I'm tired. She's ugly, ghastly, and a monster. This is not love

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Thank you for reaching out to us at National Runaway Safeline. We know that it isn’t always easy to ask for help and we appreciate you sharing a bit of your story with us. We’re so sorry to hear that your mother exploited you in that way. It should never be the child’s job to provide for the family. It sounds like you’ve worked very hard to educate yourself despite your challenging circumstances and we wanted to recognize this. You’ve shown a lot of strength.

You mentioned that you aren’t from America. Unfortunately, National Runaway Safeline is located in the United States of America (USA). If you are located in a country outside of the USA, you can use this link to find a youth helpline in or around your country: https://www.childhelplineinternation...pline-network/. Our knowledge is limited to laws and resources within the USA.
We hope that you can find a resource that can give you help that is more relevant to your own country.

Stay strong,
National Runaway Safeline