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    I dont want to live anymore, im not suicidal or anything of the sort but i feel my life has been both ruined and taken away from me, I currently stay with my geandparents due to my mom being a heroin addict and her abusive ex and my dad being dead, i live with multiple siblings ranging from 2-18 ,with that being said i constantly have petty fights with my grandparents (not purposely) which ultimately results in them essentially making me out to be the only one at fault and that im a piece of ******** etc etc , just today we were arguing and as i asked “why havent you kicked me out yet” she replied “cause i love you “ to which i said “ya i highly doubt that, i havent felt loved since i moved in” to which she just said “i dont care” which i suppose isnt too bad but it hurts knowing they dont really care i guess, they treat everyone else in the house like theyre the best thing thats ever happened to them,im not saying i want that but i wanna stop feeling like im trash who doesnt even deserve to exist, in all honesty i feel like a slave , im sure i dont make things easy for them im not stupid, i can recognize my faults but idk its just ********ty, i dont wanna talk bad about them nor do i wanna build up this ego so to speak that im some perfect kid

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    Hi there,

    Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on with how you feel you are being treated at your grandparents'home. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email or bulletin for assistance. If you would like to talk more in detail and share more about how we can help specifically, please call or chat soon.

    Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); (click on the chat button).

    If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.

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