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    every single day she makes me want to die to pull my own hair and eyes out and just cry. every single day she gives me nothing but pain she compares me to my brother and how people love him and they'll never love me unless i turn into the perfect child, she never put in the effort to actually have a relationship with me and just expected it to just be there and she thinks this imaginary bond gives her the right to strip me of myself and make me wear whatever she wants because she knows best. ill never be enough for her. every single day i see her treating my brother better than she has ever treated me. i s/h because that takes it away the emotional pain. i just want to leave. it hurts seeing everyone's parents treat them well, no matter how overbearing they are i wish i had them. i use my phone to take me away from her take away even interacting with her but now she put a screen time of 2 hours on it and is threatening to take it away because im on it too much. she takes away every shred of happiness in my life. i cant wait to leave for university even though its 4 years and 7 months away i just want to leave .

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    Hello there –

    Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to reach out to us here at the National Runaway Safeline on our public forum. Hopefully by giving you support during your crisis, there are others that are reading this thread that can feel comfortable reaching out as well. We are always here to listen and here to help in any way that we can. Now we aren't legal experts here and you might have already read on different forum threads about what could happen if you were to leave home before the age of majority. So we won’t get into that since you can find it fairly easily.

    Our main concern is going to be your safety. Taking about killing and our harming oneself isn't something that should be taken lightly. If you do feel like this isn’t something that you can control and you thoughts do shift towards harming yourself, please reach out to someone that can help you through those times. You shouldn't be afraid to tell other people what you are thinking about doing especially if you are thinking about hurting yourself. You are certainly not alone in this and there are many many people that are here to help you. A good resource might be to call the ‘National Suicide Hotline’ for someone to talk about what thoughts you might be thinking at the time. Their number is 800.273.TALK. They also have an online chat service that might be of help to you especially if you don’t feel like calling in (

    If you need a place to vent about what you are feeling right now, you can always call us. It’s hard to talk to just anyone one about what has been going on. Please reach out via phone or even our online chat for more help.

    We hope to hear from you so that we can help you further.
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