im done with this house and ready to run, but i dont have plan or supplies

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I live in a strict religious household, with a xenophoic, racist, sexist, homophobic, abusive, and manipulative mother, and im a Panromantic Asexual female, i support blm all the way, and im a kpop fan, yeah my mom always got ******** to say about me, im just sick and i want to leave now, but i know i need a plan, and supplies, and know were to go, so this is just me asking for some help.
Please help me out of this ********ty place.
ive done bad things to myself thanks to my mother, and im just so disgusted by this, i hurt myself everdyay verbally and mentally, thanks to her, she has abused me so much i can predict what she will say about me, hell even when she hits me, its just pain for a bit and boom im back to good ol me, id be talking with friends and if i see any of them move to quickly near me, i instictly flinch, like damn wow thats on child hood trauma

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Hey there, thanks for reaching out to us. We understand it can be difficult to reach out for help during tough situations, we’re glad you contacted us and we hope to help as best we can!
Your safety is always a priority; we understand you may not be ready or even considering reporting any abuse going on in the home. Still we would like to provide a resource if you ever feel like looking into it, even if it’s only to ask questions. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody.
Generally, when running away as a minor, your parent is able to file a runaway report and have local police keep an eye out for you, or have search parties. How police handle the situation can vary from state to state. It’s important for you to know that running away is not a crime, but if you were to stay with an adult, that person could potentially be charged for harboring a runaway. This being said, we could help you look for shelter’s in your area if you were comfortable and/or interested in that. What you prepare with can vary based on how long you plan on being away, how the weather is where you’re located, and if you plan on staying anywhere with food and water. It’s important to stay hydrated and have plenty of snacks, having a change of clothes, some layers on (depending on weather), and having some money should you need it for transportation or anything else.
If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best
We hope to hear from you soon.
Be safe,
NRS