My mother told me to end my life on my own

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So im 19 years old. I thought my mother loved me no she hates me for no reason she told me i should end my life. I clean the house whenever she cooks and as i was ignoring her she still kept starting things for no reason im on the phone with my friends she disrespect me she call me ugly bi*** and she is trying to make me lose my job which i wont let happen. I didnt do anything to her to deserve any of this. She tells me shes tired of me i should move out she dont disrespect my brother like that hes the 2nd child im the oldest she dont disrespect others like that. She tells me all these things that im ugly,im not going to be anything in life and that i should sleep on the street. When ever she needed money i gave it to her when she was homeless she used me for money and to babysit her son. I have no where else to go and she treats me badly over her house being dirty when i clean it and there are times when im too tired from work to clean. I didnt get payed yet i just started working. I plan to leave in 3 months but she wants to kick me out now and shes crazy.

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