Ever since I've been a little girl my mother has constantly made my life complicated. I have considered running away at least five times before this(yes, I keep track on paper)and this is the last straw. I don't want to live with my mother, her new husband and my less than caring brothers. I'm fed up.
My mother is always picking fights with me, like if I'm too tired to get up and go on the trampoline to exercise, she tells me I am going to get fat. On the way to cheer once, she started bickering about my "attitude" and how she doesn't want me in her life and wants to send me to live with my ill-mannered grandmother in OH. She even said she wouldn't pay for my food or anything, she no longer cared about my well being. Once her temper got too high, and she shoved my face into the corner of the wall. Just the other day, I wanted to buy something and she got angry when I was dissapointed...who wouldn't be? What was I supposed to do, smile happily? Anyways, she has a purse that costs more than 1k and yet I'm not allowed to get a cheap little jacket? I called my friend to tell her that my mom was overreacting, and my friend went to my brother's track practice with her big mouth and told my older brother what I told her. He told my mom in the car, and my mom came home outraged. She made me stay in my room, called me horrible more than once, and said all my kids would be horrible too. Then, she doesn't even bother to talk to me for DAYS...doesn't even call me down to get food. I starved myself for days because I wanted her attention and I was sad that she cared more about the cat then she did about me.
A while ago, I asked her outside why she was neglecting me, and she laughed for a while, so I just went back inside. I'm done. The thing is though I have a dog and I can't leave them here with people that don't care for them...and none of my friends are really friends, if you know what I mean. Please help!
My mother is always picking fights with me, like if I'm too tired to get up and go on the trampoline to exercise, she tells me I am going to get fat. On the way to cheer once, she started bickering about my "attitude" and how she doesn't want me in her life and wants to send me to live with my ill-mannered grandmother in OH. She even said she wouldn't pay for my food or anything, she no longer cared about my well being. Once her temper got too high, and she shoved my face into the corner of the wall. Just the other day, I wanted to buy something and she got angry when I was dissapointed...who wouldn't be? What was I supposed to do, smile happily? Anyways, she has a purse that costs more than 1k and yet I'm not allowed to get a cheap little jacket? I called my friend to tell her that my mom was overreacting, and my friend went to my brother's track practice with her big mouth and told my older brother what I told her. He told my mom in the car, and my mom came home outraged. She made me stay in my room, called me horrible more than once, and said all my kids would be horrible too. Then, she doesn't even bother to talk to me for DAYS...doesn't even call me down to get food. I starved myself for days because I wanted her attention and I was sad that she cared more about the cat then she did about me.
A while ago, I asked her outside why she was neglecting me, and she laughed for a while, so I just went back inside. I'm done. The thing is though I have a dog and I can't leave them here with people that don't care for them...and none of my friends are really friends, if you know what I mean. Please help!
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