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**ccsmod13** · 03-31-2020, 07:57 PM

Hi there,

Thank you for taking to the time to post on our Bulletin. It can definitely be stressful and overwhelming when the adults at home are not supportive. Home is supposed to be somewhere you feel safe and it is not okay that your parents hit you and make you cry. You deserve to be treated in a way that makes you feel safe and cared for.

It was very brave of you to tell your mom and someone at your school about your suicide attempt. It takes a lot of strength to cope with hard feelings. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255 (www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org) is always available if you need someone to talk to about how you have been feeling. If you ever feel that you are in danger or at risk of harming yourself you can call 911 for emergency medical services.

You do have the option to report what has been going on at home to child protective services. This would open an investigation and a social worker would talk to you and your parents about what has been happening. The social worker's job is to provide you and your family any services that might be helpful like counseling and possibly have you live somewhere else if they decide that home is not safe. You can talk to someone at your school like a counselor or your mentor to have a report made or you can contact Child Help. Child Help is an organization that advocates for young people in abusive or unsafe situations and they can help you with the reporting process. You can contact them at 1-800-422-4453 or go to childhelp.org to learn more.

We truly want to be a support for you as you decide on your next steps. We are available 24/7 to listen and help as much as possible. Please do not hesitate to reach out again by phone or chat if you would like to talk more in-depth about your situation and explore your options. You can contact us by phone at 1-800-786-2929 or use our live chat services at www.1800runaway.org.

Stay safe,
NRS

**Guest** · 03-31-2021, 01:08 PM

so did my mom she didnt care that my dad abused me nonstop im 13 and am suicidal depresed and have ptsd

**Guest** · 06-23-2021, 04:33 PM

i’m searching online like who to go to when your mom tells you to kill yourself & to do it now. i’m tempting to do it just bc how much i hate her & to put all the blame on her. and if i do do it she’s gonna say it’s not her fault & it’s my fault i can’t get my ******** together. i don’t know who to go to and how to get out of this house. she has told me several times to cut myself to kill myself & to do it good & not go to the hospital,, but at my therapist oh she’s the victims ughhhhhh i don’t know what to do & im just venting here kinda & im not sure if this is the right place to do it sorry if it isn’t

**Guest** · 08-03-2022, 08:42 PM

Hi, I will not be giving out my name as I am unsure of anything, but please do call me K.

When I was only 4/5 years old, my mom couldn't afford to take care of me, so she sent me to my aunt, I was obviously very unhappy with that ofcourse. Anyways I think about 6 years later, my mom finally came for me, I was so excited, ready for a new life with my very own mom.

I love my aunt, I thanked her for everything she has done for me. Anyways, I'm now 14, with 2 sisters living with me, my mom and step dad. When I first got to my mom, everything was going pretty smoothly, I so far loved it. We went out and had loads of fun.

I later realized that my mom didn't even care about me, infact she hated me. She even said it of her own mouth. The slightest things that could happen she would curse me for it, she even beat me with objects. She's a horse rider so, she beat me with her whip not once but 3 times before. 1 and a half year (s) ago, my mom had a very beautiful baby girl, now this is where everything really started to stress me out.

Since we couldn't afford to even get a babysitter, my mom didn't even ask if I could watch my sister till she gets from work, she just put my baby sister on me and my other sister (10). My mom said she'd pay us some money whilst we watched her. I was kinda okay with the idea, but after a while I got tired of it. I couldn't say that ofcourse, because she's my mom. She payed us only 5 times out of the many months we've been taking care of my sister.

When school reopened, a lot of pressure went on my brain, tests, homework and a whole lot more. My mom isn't even a big help either, she just sits around, curse me and beat me. I started to self harm, not for attention but as a punishment, I was only 11 when I started, so I thought that I wasn't good enough so I did that to punish myself for not being a better person. My mom has told me to go kill myself several times. I try my hardest every single day, just to make this lady happy. Am I really not good enough?

I developed a lot of hatred for myself when I started high-school.

The more my mom yells at me, and the more school keeps stressing me out, is the more my mind tells me to go kill myself just like my mom said. At this one point when I was home alone, and I was washing the dishes, I took up a cutting knife, looking at it, remembering what my mom told me to do. I eventually put it at my neck, ready to just finally end it. I told myself, do it, remember mom told you to so, plus all her stress and problems would be gone, her perfect life would finally be here if I'm gone. Whilst in that thought, my grandma called. So basically if it wasn't for that one call, I wouldn't even be writing this at 8:40 p.m.

I really need to know if I'm such a big problem to my mom, that she would tell me to go kill myself.

(P.S , thanks to my friend "J" I can laugh every now and then)....

**Guest** · 06-17-2023, 07:48 AM

hi I'm 14 and my tells me to kill myself almost everyday, she has physically abused me for the past few years and now she's saying she'll do it again. she always says I should've aborted you and stuff like go in front of a car, I have tried comitting many times yet it never worked. I'm so tired of everyone at this point I don't wanna die I just wanna leave this place. my mother always says that its my fault my father died and that I'm bad luck. I used to even do self harm to get through this but now I stopped, honestly I'm really close to doing it again. my mom always blames everything on me. even if the world was ending she would blame it on me. I just wanna run away from this place and never come back. even my older uncle says its my fault my mom yells at me, I don't even talk to her. and my grandmother too all she does is make me and other family members the villain and herself the victim. I'm so tired of this ********ing family ******** this ********

**Guest** · 06-23-2023, 08:54 AM

I am a grandmother of a runaway. Please call some of these numbers provided. They can help, take you our of a dangerous place & provide a place to live. You don't have to be alone. You must give them your name & contact information in order for them to help. I pray you do that. Don't to to the streets. There is help available. I pray my granddaughter can find this place.

Mimi

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