I hate my mom and want to leave

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So my mom is extremely stressful to me. Ever since I was little, we've had opposite opinions. Im 16 now. I cam out as lesbian three years ago and she still thinks it's a phase. She constantly makes awful and mean comments on gay people and justifies it with the Bible. If I say anything she yells at me. I hate it so much.... And I cry myself to sleep all the time. I'm also transgender. Female to male. But I came out and she screamed at me everyday over every little thing and she always degrades me and belittles me. She thinks that everything that I stand up for is wrong. I hate living in her house and I can't keep pretending to be the person she wants me to be. I can't take it anymore. she is also the reason for myself harm. I've done it before in the past and even tried to kill myself. Now I keep relapsing (multiple times in a few years) and she dosent even care anymore. She just scoffs and tells me to get over it and deal with it. I need out of this place before I attempt suicide again. Help me...

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RE: I hate my mom and want to leave

Hello,

It sounds like things are really tough with mom right now. Thank you for sharing your story with us. It sounds like you’re really brave for coming out to your family and we’re so sorry you’re not being taken seriously. You deserve to be respected and taken seriously.

We’re sorry to hear you’re thinking about killing yourself. We want you to know that we’re here to listen if you’d like to talk to someone. We want to help you make a plan to keep yourself safe. We’re here 24/7 and want to invite you to give us a call if you’re ever feeling like hurting yourself. You can reach us at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929), or you could try our Live Chat right here on this website. You could also try to chat at http://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ . There’s also resources specifically for Trans individuals that is founded and operated by Trans folks. It’s called Trans Lifeline and they can be reach at 1-877-565-8860.

Please consider reaching out to any of these mentioned resources so you can be closer to getting the help you deserve. Remember, we’re here to help in any way we can. You don’t have to face this alone. If you reached out directly we’d be able to talk to you about what options might be available to you to try and help your situation.

Stay strong,
NRS