I was 11 when I found out I was a Lesbian and I came out a little over months ago, my parents told me that they were supportive but ever since I came out they would exclude me from things, and make me feel like crap I am constantly verbally abused by both my parents and they have everyone in their pocket, if I try to open up to ANYONE my parents will find out and they will lie through there teeth, it doesn't matter if it's to my friends, or to the police themselves, I know it may be a stupid reason to run away but I honestly can't take this for much longer, I am living with my parents but I feel like I'm living alone and I hate knowing every day I wake up no one knows I'm truly there, the friends I have I wouldn't really consider my friends they ignore I'm there too and is left to just follow behind and be there own personal slave (and that's their words not mine) the friends I have on discord arent really real I was that alone I made like 5 different discord accounts. My siblings get away with EVERYTHING my sister would say homophobic slurs in my ear and when I would do what my parents told me to do back when I was 9 which was to stand up for myself I would be the one to get in trouble because they didn't hear my sister say anything.
I have nowhere to run to, with no money, though I'm thinking about starting a smut commission because I heard some people will pay you for writing that kind of stuff, I dont really have any talent so, so what do I do, I cant run to a family member because then my parents will find out and my grandparents would back them up til the day they die, and I'm just really lost atm, I tried to commit suicide but it failed, parents didn't give a ******** and I just want to go, I want to be by myself forever
I have nowhere to run to, with no money, though I'm thinking about starting a smut commission because I heard some people will pay you for writing that kind of stuff, I dont really have any talent so, so what do I do, I cant run to a family member because then my parents will find out and my grandparents would back them up til the day they die, and I'm just really lost atm, I tried to commit suicide but it failed, parents didn't give a ******** and I just want to go, I want to be by myself forever
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