Im 13 and im ready to make runaway from my house

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(This will nit be a accurate messagr since im typing from a phone.

Im 13 years old i wanna leave my house ever since i was little i have been brutally beaten till the timr i had a scar or wound and my laster was abuse was 2 weeks but dad and mom dont never really show love for me and im ready to be a runaway i dint want to say no more because these last 7 years will never let me forgive them for the terrible things they do to me.They will never let me go to a friends house,they wint give me back my phie,and they always yell and cuss me out to the point i jst want ti kill them.Like yeg i love my family and all but sometimes they make me want to set my whole house in fire.I also i got a xbox one to carry with me when i run away and people say i should go to a shelter but i just dont want to get caught by a police or people i kniw.Also i want to play my xbox because it cools my nerves out so will theee be any TV to plug in my xbox that will be gradually thankful.

Thank you fir your time and i hole i get a response cause this family has gotten to the point to kill my self.

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Re: Im 13 and im ready to make runaway from my house

Hello there, thank you so much for reaching out. It sounds like you are going through such a hard time at home. You do not deserve to be hurt in any way, and we are so sorry you are going through this.

Have you thought about reporting your parents to child protective services for beating you? We can help you file a report if you would like – please call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY if you would like assistance with that. Also, you might try to contact Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453, they are child advocates who are experts on reporting. They can tell you more about what reporting might look like in your case.

You mentioned wanting to kill yourself and your parents. Those sound like incredibly hard feelings to cope with and you do not have to go through this alone. If you feel like you are in immediate danger or a threat to others you can call 911. If you would like to talk about these feelings you can call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY or the Nationals Suicide Hotline at 1-800-273-TALK. We are always here for you 24/7 and we want to see you through this. If you are interested in local counseling resources, if you call or chat us we can look for some in your area.

You also mentioned being unsure about going to a shelter. We can look for shelter resources for you if you would like. We can also talk through your situation and brainstorm your options with you if you call in. We want to help you as best we can.

We look forward to hearing from you.

Best of luck,

NRS