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  • At this point, I don't know what to do. I've been told by family members that oh she loves you so much. Just stop being so closed off from her and she can help. I love her and everything but she's getting to the point where I can't take it anymore. She's so toxic she favorites my sibling over me *two boys I'm the only girl * she puts hands on me she slapped me today in front of both of my brothers and they didn't do anything. That was all over me trying to call my friend over a bracelet. My brother's girlfriend said oh I had it worse than you did just suck it up. She is verbally abusive. She cut off my contact with my dad even though I want to see him and I cant she said I think it's a bad idea for you to see your father. When he doesn't hit me and he's overall a loving and amazing father. She has caused all of my mental health issues *depression anxiety and anger issues* shes put me on meds now when all I have ever asked her was to be nicer and ill be ok. I cant even be happy around her I'm seriously thinking about just running away or killing myself. i dont know what to do at this point.


    • ccsmod6
      ccsmod6 commented
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      Hello there,

      Thank you for writing to us here at the National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We know it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing with us what’s been happening. We are sorry to hear that you have been slapped and verbally abused your mom. We want you to know that it is never okay to be slapped or verbally abused by someone. It sounds like from everything that’s been going on, you’ve developed depression, anxiety and feelings of anger to the point where you have thought about running away or killing yourself. We at NRS want you to know that we are here to help and want to ensure your safety. If it any time you have thoughts of killing yourself, we encourage you to call 911 or contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. It sounds like you have also tried talking to family members about what’s been going on. We encourage you to reach out to an adult that you trust (like a teacher, school counsellor or someone else) and of course you can chat or call us here at NRS.

      It sounds like you’ve thought about running away because of what’s been going on. While we are not experts of the law, 18 is generally the age that an individual may leave home without parental permission. If you are not 18 and you leave your home, your parent/guardian may file you as a runaway and you may be returned home. Also, those you may stay with may run the risk of being charged with harboring a runaway. For more information about the specifics of the law, your local non-emergency police or legal aid may better answer legal questions.

      We are here as support to help through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by forum to assist you. If you would like to talk more in detail about what’s been happening, please call or chat soon.

      Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); (click on the chat button).

      If you are at risk of any danger or you feel unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.

      Be safe and take care,


  • So my sister had the same issue with my mom and moved to her dads house and now that I’m becoming a teenager next month my mom always makes sure that I will always be last I know she hits me to learn my lesson but I have this condition where I can’t stop pulling out my eyebrows and eyelashes hairs and I tried to tell my mom that and she didn’t care so today when she came back from work I tried to give her a hug and she said “let me see your eyebrow” and then I showed her and she punched me with the hand that had a ring on it and now my face is bruised and I have two big bumps on my lip after that she started laughing and I went to my room to cry I have a younger sibling and she always treats him like he is important in front of me everytime my younger brother hits me my mom says we’ll leave to ur brother alone he is the younger one and you better treat him right so does my family put him first over me I now understand what my sister had to go through that’s why she moved houses and barely get to see her bc of my parents and no one does nothing but to watch me getting abused by my mother I just wished she would understand my condition c I told her idk why I can’t stop pulling my hairs out and she said well I’m not gonna stop hitting you till you stop and I can’t stop bc it’s addicting and I just think my mom treats her children that’s a boy she has 3 of them and treats like their favorite child and has 2 daughters that she treats like nothing but trash. Once I get old imma report her for abusing me and my sister.


    • ccsmod0
      ccsmod0 commented
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      Hi there,
      Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. They can tell you more about how CPS could respond to your situation. If you ever need assistance calling out to CPS to make an abuse or neglect report please call is at 1-800-RUNAWAY.
      Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
      If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best.
      We hope to hear from you soon.
      Be safe,
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