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  • I cry every day my mom said "I will without a doubt on my sweet Jesus i will choke you to death"just because i didnt do 2 assignments for homeschool I wanted to call the police on her but i still love her and i dont want her to go to jail should i just run away WHAT SHOULD I DO

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      Hi there,
      Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. They can tell you more about how CPS could respond to your situation. If you ever need assistance calling out to CPS to make an abuse or neglect report please call is at 1-800-RUNAWAY.
      Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
      If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best
      We hope to hear from you soon.
      Be safe,
      NRS

  • I also wish I could die. My whole family is like a group of children. I've always been obedient, thankful, and I always tried to do everything for my family because I knew they were going through pain. I am a straight-A student, I've never asked for anything, I never told them my true dream, I always kept quiet. My mom makes everyone feel guilty and picks on everything my entire family member does. Every single ********ing day she talks about college, college, college, how weak we are, how ungrateful we are, how we should be more educated. I am overwhelmed by stress and I have social anxiety. I have no one to talk to and I've always thought about death since I was in 6th grade. My dad and my mom always fight about getting a divorce, however, they always stick together and this confuses me to death. THEY FIGHT ABOUT THE SMALLEST THINGS AND THE NEXT DAY THEY ARE BACK TO NORMAL LIKE IT DOESN'T BOTHER ANY OF US. MY MOM THINKS OF US AS FAILURES AND NEEDS MORE. I'm tired of my mom's emotional abuse and my dad's ignorance. I feel sorry for my sister. She once was a beautiful, witty, and outgoing sister but now she is full of anger. She has become narcissistic and she cries all the time. I felt angry at her before but now I understand why she feels that way. I am concerned for her because I feel like she is going away. I wish I can just run away. I wish I can have someone to talk to. Fine, I will go to that IVY league, prestigious school...and i will never ********ing come back. i hate my mom and my dad. they always made me feel insecure, guilty, and worthless. i wish i can tell someone about all of my worries. i wish i had the independence and money to talk to a psychologist but sadly, i can't trust anyone around me. for now, i'll keep everything in.

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      Hey there, and thanks for contacting NRS. We know that it can take a lot of courage to reach out for support, and we're glad you took that step.

      It sounds like you're having a tough time at home, especially with your parents, and we're sorry to hear that. One thing that can be helpful when dealing with difficult situations and family is therapy. You mentioned wishing that you could tell someone your worries and wanting to talk with someone, and please know that you absolutely can. The good thing about therapists is that what you say to them stays with them--they are confidential. Unless you disclose that you are being hurt, at risk of being hurt, or planning to hurt someone else, they have an obligation to keep your conversations to themselves. And, if you want to be sure of that, you can always confirm with them at the start of your session that your conversations are confidential.

      Talking with someone can not only be useful in working through some of those concerns and frustrations you're having with your family, but also in helping you work through some of those suicidal thoughts it sounds like you've been having. Another resource that might be helpful to you is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. You can reach them by calling 1-800-273-8255 or by chatting with them live at www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. We're also here for you at NRS. Whether you want to vent, talk through what's going on, or explore some options that might be helpful, you can reach out to us at any time for additional support by calling us directly at 1-800-RUNAWAY or by chatting with us live at www.1800runaway.org. We're available 24/7 and are always happy to listen, and to help.

      Take care.

      NRS

  • My mom makes me wanna kill my self in public she always humilates me and calls me ugly fat, and hits me for no reason and i dont know what to do at this point i want to ********ing kill my self and bring her with me i dont know what i ever did i blame god for everyting that has happen to me

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      Hello There,

      Thank you so much for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline, it takes great courage to reach out and we are so glad that you have decided to reach out to us today.

      We understand that you are going through a really difficult time, we want you to know that you are not alone. You do not deserve to be humiliated and to be treated that way. What you have described sounds like it can be abuse, and you do have the right to make an abuse report. One option to consider would be to call Child Help at 1800-422-4453, and they would be able to help you with making a report. You can also always talk to an adult or a school counselor and they would be able to help with making a report. Lastly, you can always call or chat with us and we can help with an abuse report 24/7.

      We know you mentioned thoughts of suicide, and we are so glad you have reached out and are here to share your story and help others who are struggling. Suicide is very serious and there is help out there, please reach out to The National Suicide Prevention Hotline at: 1800-273-8255. Your life is very important, and you are worth living.

      We hope that this information will be helpful to you in your situation. If you have any more questions or would like to explore more options, please give us a call. We are available to you 24/7 by phone or by chat. We wish you the best of luck!
      NRS

  • I honestly can't remember the last time I went a day without contemplating killing myself because of my family. They make me feel like I can't to anything right and they prioritize my grades and how I'll have an influence on their reputation over my mental health. It was my mom that caused me to first start self harming, and I was only 12 at the time. I'm 14 now and I'm pretty sure that I am at the lowest point I've ever been emotionally, mentally, and physically. I can't help but think that the cause of all of this is my family, particularly my parents, though my sisters make me want to die at times as well. I feel so selfish whenever I consider opening up to anyone about this because, in all honesty, I have a really good family life. My parents are in a healthy relationship, we're financially stable, we do get along at least half of the time, and as far as I am aware, I haven't experienced any form of abuse from them. My parents even pay for me to go to therapy, though I don't think that has been helping much. I talked to my mom a little over a year ago about how I thought I had anxiety or ADHD and why, but she just completely brushed it off, telling me I don't have anxiety and all girls my age felt like that, and I couldn't have ADHD because I got good grades. She finally took me to get it checked out many months later, and it was only after my grades started slipping. And yeah, it turned out I have anxiety, depression, and ADHD. My parents also barely let me have any freedom or do anything I want to do, and they'll force me into doing stuff I clearly don't want to do and have breakdowns over. Whenever I tell them I don't think what they're doing is good for me, they say I'm wrong and they're trying to help me. That might seem good to an outsider, but to me it just felt like they were manipulating me and I thought that if they really were trying to help, they would listen to me for once. It gets so frustrating that sometimes I'll come close to killing myself because I don't know how else to get the point across that they're doing a really bad job as parents to me and they just make everything seem worse. One of the only reasons I'm still here is because I feel like if I ended everything, it would make my parents look bad to other people and I don't want to be the reason their lives get messed up because then they'd resent me even after death. I just don't know what to do at this point, I can't handle them anymore and it's so hard being here. I don't know what to do.

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      Hi there,

      Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on with your family. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. It sounds like you’re fearing that the situation may end in suicide if things don’t change. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255); www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org is also a great resource to reach out to in addition to our crisis services.

      Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This may be an isolating and lonely time for you, but you are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.

      If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).

      We hope to hear from you soon.

      Be safe and stay strong,

      NRS
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