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  • Sometimes my mum shouts and shouts and shouts and it makes me angry. When’s she’s mad at me which is usually once or twice every week she repeatedly calls me stupid and idiotic and a disgrace and she says I never do anything to help he but I do and I try but she still calls me stupid and tells me that if I don’t do things I’ll have to live with my dad. It makes me want to kill myself or harm myself and I’m scared that one day I might do it. She makes me feel worthless and useless and I just want it to end


    • ccsmod4
      ccsmod4 commented
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      Thanks for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline.

      It sounds like you are in a tough situation and may be looking for some options to help cope with everything.
      We understand how difficult it must have been to speak about what you have been feeling.
      You are very brave for doing so. Good for you. Perhaps you consider talking with your father about how you feel about the situation and if there is a possibility of you staying with him. If that’s what you want. You don’t deserve to have her yell at you and call you names. It’s not your fault that she does these things.
      NRS would like you to know we are here to support you at this difficult time.
      Let us know how we might help, please contact us at 1-800-Runaway (786-2929) (live chat).

      NRS is here to listen and here to help.
      Having a space to vent and explore options may often bring out a solution previously not thought of. We can best help by phone or chat. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.

      If you feel at risk or experiencing suicidal thoughts we urge you to contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at: 1-800-273-8255

      Take care,

  • I am young, I think, I could tell that my mother loves me, and I a love her too, but sometimes my mother and my dad, they made me wants to kill myself, they do not trust me, I can't share my day with them just like my friends, I do not know what to do, but I told my mom that I want to kill myself and she was like I don't care. I want to run away from them, hide away from them, is there anyone wants to join me? if you want to, replay me! ( my English is not good, I am still learning)


    • ccsmod2
      ccsmod2 commented
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      Hello There,
      Thank you so much for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline, it takes a lot of courage to reach out and we are so glad you did.
      It can be frustrating to not feel trusted by your parents, we want you to know that your life is valuable. Suicide is a permanent decision to a temporary situation. If you are ever feeling suicidal or need someone to talk to there is always someone willing to talk. You can contact The National Suicide Prevention Line at: 1800-273-8255. Another option to consider is speaking to a school counselor about what is going on.
      Also you mentioned having thoughts of wanting to runaway we are not legal experts but we do have some information on the laws. If you were to leave home without permission your legal guardian could file a runaway report. If the police were to find you they most likely would bring you home.
      We hope that this information will be helpful to you in your situation. If you have any other questions or would like to explore more options please give us a call. We are here 24/7 to listen and to provide support. Best of luck!

  • For 15 years I’ve tried to have a relationship with my mom, I am 18 in 2 days and will have been with her for 2 years. I regret moving 3 hours away from my family but I just wanted her love. I do everything for her and even got a job to help provide even though her boyfriend makes more money than both of us, however I also clean, take care of my younger brother and our pets, while being in high school. Every day I get yelled at by both my mom and her boyfriend because I don’t do good enough to make them proud ( bonus is that I have done everything I could so that I could get into NHS but even then I wasn’t good enough). Her boyfriend is known to have anger issues and was a boxer/ gang member and lashes out at me at simple laundry being slightly wrinkled when she is at work or running errands. He scares me and makes me fear that he will end up hitting me one day if I do something terribly wrong. Every night my boyfriend has to convince me that I am not worthless and to not commit suicide but how am I supposed to feel when my own mother treats me like dirt. I also feel like my own mother is choosing her boyfriend over her own child. I just want to feel like I made her proud and that I deserve to be loved.


    • ccsmod0
      ccsmod0 commented
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      Hi there,
      Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. It sounds like you’re fearing that the situation may end in suicide if things don’t change. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255); is also a great resource to reach out to in addition to our crisis services.
      We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way by your mother and her boyfriend. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. They can tell you more about how CPS could respond to your situation. If you ever need assistance calling out to CPS to make an abuse or neglect report please call is at 1-800-RUNAWAY.
      Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This may be an isolating and lonely time for you, but you are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
      If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); (click on the chat button).
      We hope to hear from you soon.
      Be safe and stay strong,

      We hope this response was helpful! We'd love to hear from you about your experience using our crisis email/forum. Your feedback plays an important role in helping us improve our services to support youth and families. Please click the link below to fill out our survey:
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