I want to runaway but don't know where to go!

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I'm 16 years old, i am so stressed out out, i did so many things like hang around with gang members, people with drugs, and in all people going through a bad path, till the
point where I also drugged myself. I have caused so much trouble in my family, friends that I don't know what to do. I have ran away once but my parents, some friends and of course the
police as well have found me. I was happy till a point but I now realized I can't be with my family no more I just caused my parents and sisters, grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins
too much pain and disappointment. I've had even considered cutting myself , ending my life but at the same time I don't want to, Also I have my boyfriend who I don't see now for a week
who I love very much and I know he loves me as well but he isn't a guy who's good, he has done things he is not supposed to and i know that but i still love him so much and i know i cant
go with him because i don't want to cause him any trouble nore no one. I just wanna go, i don't wanna be here no more. but i just don't know where to go.

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Re: I want to runaway but don't know where to go!

Hello and thanks for reaching out on our forum,

It sounds like you’ve got a lot you’re dealing with so it’s understandable for you to be stressed. Please know we are not here to judge you and we simply care about your safety. We’re very sorry you’re in so much pain and we what you to know there is support out there. It sounds like your boyfriend is support, although you don’t want to cause him any trouble should you go there. If we know your city/state, we can try to find local supportive services such as drop-in centers or runaway and homeless youth shelters. National Safe Place can be another starting point, http://nationalsafeplace.org/. For emotional support and help if you’re feeling like ending your life or cutting there is http://www.youmatter.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ and https://twloha.com/. You’re also welcome to talk to us one on one starting at 4:30pm CST today. Good luck!