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    Hi. My name is James. I am 19 years old. I’m a transgender youth from Orland Park Illinois. I cannot stand living with the lack of support in my life, but I am broke and unable to leave the house to get the job I want due to the recent pandemic. My mother would only allow me to have one job she’s approved of and it is not up my alley. I am a college dropout and I suffer from a lot of anxiety and depression. I have autism and was recently hospitalized for suicidal ideation. The doctors told me to get out of this environment as soon as possible, within a few months, if I could. It has been too long since then. I need out. My parents are starting to forget to use my pronouns again and get annoyed when I correct them. A lot of what they and my brother do trigger my PTSD and other issues. It is not good for my health. But, yet again, I am broke, and have no money to pay for transportation, medication, housing, or even a phone bill on my own. Every time I tell them I’m leaving they talk me out of it due to these reasons and the fact that no one would ever take me in. What should I do? I’m starting to lose hope.

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  • ccsmod0
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    Thank you for reaching out to us at the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you are in a difficult situation, and we understand it takes courage to reach out for help. The National Runaway Safeline is located in the United States of America (USA). Our knowledge of helpful community based resources and our understanding of youth in crisis related laws is limited to the USA. If you are located in a country outside of the USA, you can use this link to find a youth helpline in or around your country: https://www.childhelplineinternation...pline-network/.
    We hope that by reaching out to a local resource, you are able to get the support you need from an organization that understands the laws and circumstances that affect youth in your country.

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    im an 18 year old girl from zimbabwe. l am really fed up with life. l am always being shouted at for stuff l didn't do. My guardian has a lot of mood swings. all my relatives appease her as if she was som e goddess so none of them fully understand me. l really want to run away from home because l can't deal with it anymore. my grades are really good

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  • ccsmod2
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    Hello There,
    Thank you for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline. Unfortunately we are based in the United States. Because we are based in USA our knowledge or resources in other countries are limited.
    We are sorry to hear about what you are going through that sounds awful. You may want to consider calling your local police. We want you to know that you are valuable and worth living. In India the Suicide Prevention Line is +918376804102. Best of luck
    NRS

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    i am a girl of 19 i live in india kerala.. i m horribly depressed and tortured by my parents. i want to leave my home immediately or i will commit suicide by today itself. where should i go?

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  • ccsmod3
    commented on Guest's reply
    Hi there,

    You mentioned wanting to know how you can leave home before turning 18. The easiest way to leave home is with your parents permission. We understand that might be challenging, however, maybe there’s another family member, relative, or a family friend who could help to communicate how you’re feeling to your parents. The second way is through Child Protective Services if safety is a concern. Lastly, you can also look into emancipation options. In most states you need to be at least 16 to be considered and demonstrate that you can support yourself financially and independently. Emancipation often can be a lengthy process and may even cost some money for court fees. We would be happy to look into legal resources if that’s something you are considering.

    Please reach out soon so that we may offer support and resources to you. Our number is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929).

    Be safe,

    NRS

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    My family do not treat me right I want to run away but I have no were to go and I want to still finish school but I can’t on my own and I don’t have money and I don’t know what to do

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  • ccsmod0
    commented on Guest's reply
    Hey there,

    18 years old is generally the age that an individual may leave home without permission from their parent or legal guardian. We are not legal experts here but we can speak in general terms. If you are under 18 and leave home without permission, your parent/guardian may file a runaway report with the police. What actions the police take once you are filed as a runaway can vary a lot from state to state and even city to city so we cannot predict exactly what would happen in your case. Generally speaking, if you encounter a police officer while reported as a runaway, you will likely be returned home. However, in that case there may be services (family counseling, etc.) available to you as a youth in crisis/runaway but again, police procedures related to offering those services can be different based on your location or the details of your situation. Another thing to consider is that while running away is not a crime, a legal adult who allows you to stay with them may be putting themselves at risk for being charged with harboring a runaway. One way to find out the laws in your area is to call your local police and ask what their policies are regarding runaway youth.

    If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).
    We hope to hear from you soon.

    Be safe and stay strong,
    NRS

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    I want to leave because of my siblings but have nowhere to go and my mom doesn't want me to leave but I want to what do I do

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  • ccsmod2
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    Hello, thank you so much for reaching out to us. We are deeply sorry to hear about the situation that you are in. We want you to know that all of your feelings are completely valid and understandable. You truly do not deserve to be in a household that causes you so much pain. It sounds like you have reached out to your mom in such a mature and gentle way, we are so sorry to hear that she continued to stay distant after you wrote such a beautiful letter. It can be very scary to open up your heart to someone and it was so brave of you to do so. Writing a letter to her filled with your true emotions was very big of you, it is not fair that you got nothing in return. We are so sorry to hear about not only the emotional torment you receive but the physical abuse as well. You really do not deserve to be treated in such a way by your parents and it is so terrible that they plot against you and how your mom has changed so much over time. It is completely understandable that you are considering running away or taking your life and we are so proud of you for bringing up these concerns to us.
    To begin, we would like to offer the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline as a resource that is available 24-7, free and confidential. Their number is 1-800-273-8255. We would also like to say that if you ever find your life in immediate danger, we urge you to dial 9-1-1 for support. Along with these numbers we would like to offer the number of Child Help which is the National Child Abuse Hotline and their number is 1-800-422-4453. If you ever find yourself in need of a place to stay then the Homeless Shelter Directory is a resource you may be interested in to find somewhere safe to be. You can find the website at https://www.homelessshelterdirectory.org/ . Along with this, we ourselves also offer to find resources or information. If you are ever in need of support, guidance or need to make a plan, find shelters, come up with some ideas for next steps or just have someone to talk to then please feel free to call us at 1-800-786-2929.
    Again, we’re really glad that you reached out to us. It takes a lot to ask for help and you are trying to figure out your options which is really good to see. You are so brave and we are proud of you. You are a valuable human being and your life is worth so much. We are always here for you, free, confidential and available 24-7 if you want to call or chat with us. We’re here to listen, here to help.

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    Hi... I’m turning 16 next month, and I have had enough of my family. I feel trapped and helpless. I need to get out of here because I fear that I might actually hurt myself. I have tried reasoning with my family, but that doesn’t help at all. My dad is abusive emotionally and physically. He has a mental disorder, and it has really taken a toll on the whole family. He’s been mistreating me ever since my sister was born, when I was three. My mom used to stand up for me, and used to comfort me. She was the “trusted adult” that I would turn to. But now, she seems to have grown tired of everything​​​​​​. She is very depressed, as am I. Unfortunately, she has been taking out her stress on my sister and I. She’s no longer the mother I knew before. She’s constantly yelling at me and going off on me. The littlest things will upset her, like if my sister and I get into a small disagreement. She loses her head all the time. Lately, she’s been very distant. She’s constantly pushing me away, and the only time she speaks to me is when she’s upset. I can’t even remember the last time she told me she loves me. I can’t even remember the last time she’s shown me any kind of affection. One time, she was so angry with me that she wrapped her hand around my next and had me pinned against the wall. I’ve had beatings before when I was younger, but that was most recent and very different. She’s never shown so much aggression towards anyone before. It scared and hurt me. She used to be my savior, and now she’s my biggest reminder of how messed up my life is. I’ve tried to talking to them, but it never works. I haven’t spoken to my dad in 2 months because of his last physical altercation with me. When I was trying to defend myself and get him off of me, he tried to get me arrested. So since then, I haven’t spoken a word to him. My mother and I seem to always argue, and I really miss my old mom. I even wrote her the most emotional letter I have ever written, and she failed to show any emotion other than anger and disappointment. It didn’t feel like a stab to the heart. It felt like she was slowly slicing my heart open. My heart literally hurt. I am completely destroyed. I never seen my life getting this out of hand. I’ve considered removing myself from this world so many times, which made me feel so much worse. They are constantly plotting against me when they think I’m in my room. I literally hear them discussing what they’re gonna do next to punish me. I have absolutely no control and no idea why on what to do. It seems to come down to two options. Leave home or leave this world. I don’t have anywhere to go though. I live in Florida and I’m only turning 16 in a month. That leaves me with little to no options. What am I gonna do?? Please help

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  • ccsmod13
    commented on Guest's reply
    Hello,

    Thank you for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you are in a tough spot and you want to move out of your home. If you are interested in shelter resources while you you find a more permanent housing option, you can go to www.homelessshelterdirectory.org or you can contact United Way(2-1-1) which is an information and referral line for resources/services. The Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD.gov; 202-708-1112) can provide you with your state's affordable housing programs as well as other supportive housing services.

    From what you shared, your current living situation is placing you under quite a bit of stress. You deserve to get the support that you need while you take your next steps. If you are interested in counseling services you can contact the National Alliance on Mental Health at 1-800-950-NAMI or use their crisis text line to speak with a counselor immediately by texting "NAMI" to 741741.

    We hope this information is helpful.

    Good luck,
    NRS

  • Guest
    Guest replied
    I'm 27 with a job that pays next to nothing, a husband who is as done with me as I am with him and little family or friends. I need to get out of here a.s.a.p but have no where to go and don't know what to do.

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  • ccsmod15
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    Thank you for contacting National Runaway Safeline. It seems like you are dealing with a difficult situation at home. Home should be a supportive place, and you and your family do not deserve your father’s poor treatment. Sharing your story is a good first step.

    It sounds like your stepmother is a good support for you. Will you be able to keep in touch with her when she leaves? Are you able to start making a plan to move in with her once you reach the legal age of adulthood? Is there something you can do in the meantime? Reach out to friends, spend less time at home, etc.?

    We are not legal experts here. Your safety is very important. If you ever feel in danger, 112 is the emergency number in Brazil for immediate assistance. For general inquiries to the police, call 197. They might be able to answer some of your questions about leaving home.

    Child Help is the National Child Abuse Hotline in the United States. They provide information and resources about abuse. Their website is childhelp.org. They offer live chat services available 24/7.

    Again, thank you for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. If you would like to discuss your situation in further detail, we have a 24/7 chat option available. Go to 1800runaway.org , go to the chat icon, and click chat now. We are here to listen and to help.

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  • Guest
    Guest replied
    Sigh, hello, I'm from Brazil, I live in Ceará - Caucaia, and I am pleading for help.
    My mother died, and my father moved us to my stepmother's home which was in Fortaleza. Years later we moved to Caucaia, as we couldn't pay rents anymore.
    We built a small 4x4 home in an indian community, because my father found out my grandpa was indian. Well, we successfully managed to move, but the debts that came crashing down on them made us financially poor and limited.
    I was an innocent child, I had no idea my father was involved with so many bad things about relationships. My stepmother is a great, sane person, I am proud to call her my mother.
    But my father devalues her, he doesn't assume his mistakes, he always made my real mother cry, if I remember. He thinks we can't live without him, that without him we'd be dead in the future. And I'm angry at his assumptions, because HE LEFT HIS JOB, AND HES DEPENDING ON MY LOVELY STEPMOTHER FOR EVERYTHING WHILE STILL HUMILIATING HER. I HATE THIS. HE THINKS JUST BECAUSE I AM HIS DAUGHTER I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM, EVEN WHEN WRONG! NO! I WON'T! He always mentions that in the Bible you have to always obey your parents, forcing me to do it, but the fact is, I don't believe any bible, I follow what's right and what's wrong for humanity, but I am no atheist, I believe in God's existance.
    Also, he always tries to expose our "mistakes", saying we're evil beings, when in fact, we're just being rational beings and recognizing what we can and can't do.
    I am hopeless about him, he never changes, I waited THE YEARS OF MY LIFE'S STABLE CONSCIENCE for him to change, he doesn't.
    My stepmother is planning to leave with my lovely, autist stepbrothers who I promised to my stepmother, my two stepsiblings and myself to take care of them for the rest of my life.
    My point is, I don't want to suffer with his god darn irresponsibility and have a bad future with this man who I am genetically connected to. So I want to leave, but I have no idea where to go, and I don't think he'll ever let me live with my aunts, he's really possessive with us, and if I start opposing him further than I already am, I am sure he will beat me up.
    He had many relationships, had many kids, betrayed so many times, and I think he only sees my true mother in me because I look exactly like her, but he never learns I am different from her, and different from him.
    I can't tell anyone about this because they will speak directly to my father and he might tell I'm being crazy lying around and then punish me at home. That doesn't happen because my stepmother always steps up to defend me. Without her, I don't know what I'll become. If there is any way, I want her to adopt me, and she said she would do it gladly if it was possible, she even says that I can live with her once I turn into an adult, be independent enough to live in a home without my... "father".

    I am 16, turning 17 in December 29th, an intelligent being who puts her effort in a high school, in the 10th grade, now grading to the 11th. I am hoping to have an independent life with my sweat.

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