I'm 14 and I don't want to live with my mom anymore

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I'm only 14 and everyday I have the urge to just pack my clothes in a bag take it to school and never come home. I don't feel like I belong anymore and everyday it just feels like I do nothing right, my mom just complains about me and calls me bad things to my stepdad she makes me feel like I dont belong on Earth and I should just disappear. Every night I cry about all the things that has happen to me these past year and all I tell myself is 4 more yrs till I'm 18 and then im outta here but I don't think I can wait this long. I have no family to go to since we moved far and all I have is friends to go to, I just wish this wasn't a choice I think of but I can never open up to mother because I'm to afraid of being yelled at for how I feel.

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Hey there,

We're sorry to hear you are feeling like you don't belong. It must be really hard to have your mom and step-dad saying those negative things about you. No one deserves to be treated that way. You are important, and you do matter. A resource that may be helpful for you would be the National Alliance on Mental Illness. If you text NAMI to 741741, you will be able to text with a counselor. They may be able to help you feel like you aren't going through this alone. What you feel and think matter, and please don't let anyone make you feel differently.

We are here as support to help through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email to assist you. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.

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