12 years and feel stcuk

[Unregistered]

my mom and dad never married and have been split up since i was a child. i am 12 years old and have social anxiety and dyslexia, both of which my parents nake fun of me for. i am emotionally abused every day by both my parents (my mom has sole custody of me so i spend almost all of my time whith her so) and my mom grabs my butt and chest a lot and stares at my chest and it makes me very uncomfortable and i dont like to be around her, my dad overworks me and shames me for wanting basic things like a shower or peanut butter jelly sandwihic

i contemplate suicide everyday(but have been strong, only attenped once) and i have been seriously thinking about running away but im so scared. im only a twelve year old boy

im aftaid my mom is going to take away my iphone whichc is the only thing i have at this point to help me cope. im bullied at school and have mo friends and no one to turned to

i feel so stuck and trapped. i just want to feel safe and comforbtale in my own home. what do i do

[ccsmod2]

re: 12 years old and feel stuck

Hi there,

Thank you for contacting us. We recognize that it takes courage to reach out for help. It seems that you are pretty uncomfortable at home and it's causing you emotional stress. That must be so tough for you to handle all on your own. Are there any family members or adults in your life that you trust that can help? Maybe someone at school? There are a number of online resources for bullying such as www.stopbullying.gov that you may want to check out to see if that helps there. Also if you are considering suicide often, there are resources such as the National Suicide Prevention lifeline as well. Their website is www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. Maybe talking with them can give you some ideas of what you can do to stay safe. You can always call or chat with us if you need help as well.

Take care,
NRS