im 16 yrs old abusive house hold. mom wont let me live anywhere else

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im 16 never knew my dad so yea but my mom got with this other guy when i was around 4. she married him in jail, mind he was in jail For domestic abusive he was nice from what i remember the first couple years but i can barley remember anything past this year. but i know they got really hooked on drugs idk when but i know theyve done meth, pills all that and i remember he started getting very physically abusive with her even knocking her out once and not caring and he just went to sleep after. they were both verbally abusive to me and manipulative even going as far to take my money to buy drugs. it put me in a big depression the past 3 years now that i realized how bad this actually is. idk if he still hits her because now they still fight everyday but mostly when im asleep then i wake up to it. but i know there on some kind of drug i dont know what but now ive been really depressed and its affected my daily life so bad i failed every class freshman year and i can never even remember anything past 2 days and i kind of completely forgot my childhood and only remember the bad things. i wanna run away and live with a friend cause all my family is dead or dosnt want me. but i dont wanna leave my mom but i know i need to

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody.
Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best
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