I’m 17 years old.
I live with my verbally abusive (used to be physical) Mom and it has messed me up very badly. I have tried to attempt suicide in the past because of this. When I woke up in the hospital, all I remember was how she was speaking about me going to hell and that I should be more religious etc
She is also the reason why I’m not going to graduate. She nitpicks everything I do. She’s controlling. I cant even choose what to wear. She will insult me at any given and make me feel completely worthless. Today, t sister skipped breakfast because of how she made her feel. I feel myself getting worse and worse by the day, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I think about calling CPS but I’m afraid. I don’t have any evidence. What if they think I’m lying? Will I have to see her again? The anxiety is too much. I don’t think i could see her face to face. Even typing this out has my fingers trembling. How does this process work?
I live with my verbally abusive (used to be physical) Mom and it has messed me up very badly. I have tried to attempt suicide in the past because of this. When I woke up in the hospital, all I remember was how she was speaking about me going to hell and that I should be more religious etc
She is also the reason why I’m not going to graduate. She nitpicks everything I do. She’s controlling. I cant even choose what to wear. She will insult me at any given and make me feel completely worthless. Today, t sister skipped breakfast because of how she made her feel. I feel myself getting worse and worse by the day, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I think about calling CPS but I’m afraid. I don’t have any evidence. What if they think I’m lying? Will I have to see her again? The anxiety is too much. I don’t think i could see her face to face. Even typing this out has my fingers trembling. How does this process work?
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