I'm a 15 year old girl. I love how blessed I am to have a family and to have a home but i cannot stand it anymore. My mom is so tough on me! My brothers are so lucky. She is nice to them. Everyday she is on me about my non-existent attitude or my grades. She tells that I am not going to graduate if I don't stop worrying about boys and sex. I am NOT sexually active nor do I worry about boys! She knows that I like someone but I do not worry/care about him unless I talk to him during class! She tells me that I am not doing things the right way when I do things HER way. I do the things she wants me to the way she wants me to but it's still wrong. I admit sometimes i get a little moody but only when she corrects me on something I didn't do/say. My grades could be better but they are pretty normal for a high school student. Meanwhile she praises my older brother for getting D's!?!?!?!? It hurts me! She constantly puts me down about the things she is praising my brothers for doing! Then she tells me to stay off my phone because i'm on it all day but if you are around her she is on her phone ALL the time! She tells me no phone/video games when it is time to eat a meal but my brothers play their games during meals and she doesn't care! Why is she such a hypocrite!? Please tell me what I can do to make things tolerable at home. It's not healthy for me to be here anymore. If i'm not considering running away because of these issues, im considering suicide! I already had depression because of childhood issues but she is making it worse! 


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