I dont feel loved....

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Everyday i wake up im yelled at i dont talk to my mom or dad sister or brothers about anything. They find out by themself. I love myself and i really want to kill myself, i have held a gun to my head 3 times and cryed. Somtimes i burst out crying for no reason right in fornt of my parents. They dont do anything. When i get hurt they laugh, once i was chocking on food and all they did was laugh. And my sister kept bringing it up and everyone would laugh. My friends say my parents love me but they know they dont. I feel like i dont belong. My mom calls me a physco everyday i wake up. She doesnt let me out the house to have fun its not fair. My name is Amani and im in 6th grade. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP! Hel

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RE: I dont feel loved....

Hello Amani,

Thanks for reaching out to us for help. IT takes a lot of strength to reach out, and we are really glad that you decided to post here today. We are here to listen and help you however we can. You do not deserve to be yelled at or called names. You mentioned that you want to kill yourself, and that you have attempted suicide or thought about it at least three times. It sounds like you are really suffering right now, and like your family’s words have been very hurtful to you. If you are thinking about hurting yourself today, the National Suicide Hotline could be a really great resource for you. You can reach them online at www.youmatter.suicidepreventionlifeline.org or call directly at 1-800-273-8255. We are also here to help, and you can call us directly at 1-800-RUNAWAY 24/7. We can talk you through your options and help you make a plan to stay safe. It takes real bravery to reach out for help when you are feeling like your family does not care. We are looking forward to your call, and wish you the best of luck.