toxic parent(s)

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I’m currently 16 years old ... lots of people on here have moms that drive them to want to die.its a common thing people tell me it’s normal to feel that way... idk if it is or isn’t . All I know is that I do feel that way.. my life is kinda odd n crazy .. the oddness starts with how I was born I have 3 moms ,2 dads, and 5 siblings. if that says anything ... anyways my mom is a very toxic person to me . almost to everyone else minus a few of her ex boyfriends she’s a angel . She calls me dumb and a b I c t h a lot. Emotional abuse sums it up not physical even tho she did throw a pill bottle at my neck bc she was mad that I couldn’t find her pills. She’s alsoa big drinker I can’t spell the word for it so idk. I have my temps she forced me to drive her home from a restaurant recently she was wasted n yadayada blerting out things like “ when I was in high school I watched gayporn with a gay guy” randomly. On a month basis mom is home a week with me and my brother that is 8 I watch him a lot not as much as I did last year but a lot . He accidentally called me mom a few days ago that’s how much or how long I raised him n stuff. My mom is well known by my friends they say man ur mom is toxic or crazy or mean.. ur mom stresses me out. When she first met my step dad well tech not anymore idk they aren’t married but we still talk he has a son my brother ect ect... mom left me alone with him on the first date he says what if I was a rapist... he crap talks about my mom allllthe time I ask him to stop nicely then he flips n says I’m trying to have a adult conversation here and if u don’t like it stay with ur mom. “ you act just like ur mom” it drives me crazy when anyone says that. She’s such a toxic person I’m not a toxic person. I have been in n out of the Mental hospital for 5 years only bc I was a danger to myself I tried to kms a lot ... my dad passed away in2010 mom let me grieve for a year then she had enough of it. I just wanna be done n stuff but I can’t ... my life has almost 0 logic in it. My ex step dad abused my mom while n before the marriage but I’m still aloud or forced to go over there ... my brother too. I don’t do drugs or drink or anything like that but I’m a whore I guess to some. Ugh

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