Where is my home?

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So I am 15, turning 16 in May. Yesterday I ran away from home after my mom kicked me in my body and yelled at me. When I tried to talk to her she only talked abiua hersshe and did not let ME talk at all. So I ran away.

I went to one of my besties place. And I felt so jealous that she had a good family. She had a mom and dad that joked together.(if I made a joke my mother would yell at me or beat me even for it. Never met my father) They aye meals together. Went to sleep atvtge same rime and I was there enjoying myself. They threatened me like I was one of their daughters they had. It felt like a warm home

So when I came home I felt a hard feeling hit me.

The feeling of home. I couldn't grasp it here. The moment I came in my room I started crying. I felt disgusted just hearing her voice. I might be traumatized but I dontd know. I am scared to tell my own mother things such as my own sexuality and e
such.

i am scared and confused. Please help.

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Hello,
It can be difficult to ask for help, and we are glad you reached out to us today. You do not deserve to be abused. If you are ever in immediate danger you can always call the police (911). Child Help operates the National Child Abuse Hotline (1-800-422-4453) that may be an additional resource. If you are ever interested in learning more about or filing an abuse report we can help you.
You do not deserve to feel scared and confused, and we are here to help you. It sounds like you have a strong support with your friend and her family but it was difficult to stay with them and then go home. If you are interested in trying to talk with your mom about how you are feeling, we can help by moderating a conference call. We are also here to provide you additional support and resources through our 24/7 hotline (1-800-786-2929).
If you are interested in talking with someone about your sexuality the LGBT National Youth Talkline (1-800-246-7743). We want you to know that there is support out there for you. Please do not give up hope. We are always here to talk. 1800-786-2929