Here's my problem. My mom hates me. My dad hates me. My brother hates me. The only good thing in my life is my boyfriend. I wish I could live with him so I'm not forced into things. I ALWAYS have to go to my brother's soccer games, even IF I'm sick. I'm not given the medical attention I need most of the time being a sixteen hour gymnast, there's a lot of injuries. There's where my next problem comes. I loove gymnastics and I would do ANYTHING to go everyday. That's my only place I'm excepted for who I am and we are all treated equal (unlike at home). If I were to run away, I would be found at gym because I would never miss training for the world. At home, I'm blamed that I broke my brother's toe when a) it was his wrist and b) I was sleeping. Seriously. I am always treated like ********. My whole family is having a great day. I decided I want to sleep in instead of going shopping, I lose everything for that day. I decided I want to go to training in the middle of my brother's soccer tournament and all I get is ********ing attitude. I want to run away I just don't know if I could handle the pressure of having to avoid everyone and the ******** I'm going to get when I do return home. Right now, I'm stuck in my room (yes!) until tomorrow. Well, I have till 2:15 to do whatever I want because my family gets back from my brother's soccer game. I might grab some food and run away so that I'm not caught running away. I might just harm myself so bad that I am stuck in the hospital so that I'm not yelled at as badly because then if it's bad enough, they might just call children's aid. I am also considering figuring out how to put myself up for adoption so I will get a second shot at a good family.
Problems if and when I run away:
-I can't use my phone
-I not good at running
-I might kill myself missing my boyfriend and gymnastics
-What happens when I'm murdered out on the streets
-What happens when it's thunder and lighting
-Where do I hide
Please help me NOW!
Problems if and when I run away:
-I can't use my phone
-I not good at running
-I might kill myself missing my boyfriend and gymnastics
-What happens when I'm murdered out on the streets
-What happens when it's thunder and lighting
-Where do I hide
Please help me NOW!
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