13 years old, transgender boy, can't be at my house anymore

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Reply: I would rather you runaway then commiting suicide

Thank you for your response to another user’s post. Often forums are a place of support and understanding for many youth. It often may be validating and helpful for users to read similar situations as well as exchange feedback to one another. For anyone experiencing any difficulties or challenges, the National Runaway Safeline encourages youth to reach out to our 24/7 crisis support line either by phone or chat for immediate services.

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NRS

I would rather you runaway then commiting suicide I know how u feel about the suicide thing but I'd rather run away please don't kill yourself and don't let anyone tell you that your not wat u are even though it seems like suicide is the only option it's not I want to runaway alot and I already lost someone to suicide and even if I don't know you it would hurt me like it did when a close friend committed suicide im not here to take away your choice but I had to ask myself the same thing. Are you going to let your problems beat you and win or do you want to have a story to tell. Even though you want to harm yourself don't I have did it before please don't go down this road like I did because it's hard to turn back and yes it did take me a while to type this but I don't mind as long as I know that Im giving advice to someone that was like me at one time:/ don't wanna make this to long so take care and beat the hell out of your problems and get even .

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Thank you for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline. It takes so much courage to reach out in a difficult time. Know that you deserve to feel happy and loved and that treatment that you are getting is never ok.

You mentioned writing a suicide note. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, 1-800-273-8255, is a resource that you can always reach out to for help when you feel this way. Another number that you can reach out to is the LGBT National Hotline, 1-888-843-4564. If you feel safe doing so, you could consider telling your parents about how you have been feeling when they tell you that they don’t want to see you get hurt.

Another option you have is to reach out to the police either anonymously with hypothetical situations and questions or with your name and location. They may choose to remove you from the household and place you into foster care. This is a big step, but if you feel that you cannot stay at your house anymore, this may be something that you feel is necessary to pursue.

Of course, you can always call us, 1-800-RUNAWAY, as we are toll-free, confidential, and 24/7.

Good luck and be safe,
NRS

I want to kill myself. My parents are transphobic and have already taught my seven year old sister that trans people are going to hell. They say they love me and they never want me to get hurt but when I self harm, they shame me for wanting help. I've been diagnosed with gender dysphoria and ADHD. Both of these things make my home and school life absolutely miserable but my parents deliberately misgender me and refuse to put me on meds for my ADHD. They also refuse to ********ing vaccinate me, I've never gotten a vaccine in my life. My gender dysphoria is the ********ing worst. I have a mental breakdown and feel like vomiting everytime I see my breasts and my vagina disgusts me. Anytime someone calls me by my dead name, I try to hold back tears and I want to slit my throat. I feel like I'm going mad. I've already written a suicide note. I can't stay at my house anymore, please help