I need help please

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I did something I seriously regret. I had sex with a boy that I love. Everyone assumes I am just a piece of ass to him But I know I'm not. I know because he has risked a lot just to contact me again we have only been caught twice only once having sex because I told him if I was never going to see him again then I want him to be my first because I knew that I had met the one in which I would marry this is the second time we have been caught speaking with each other and he currently pays for a phone in which I may talk to him with. He has proposed to me and I consider myself formally engaged. We have talked about leaving for a long time now and we think its best... I'm scared because I believe my parents have legal rights to drag me back to this hell hole. They personally refer to this house as the prison and talk about all the nice things they could do if they didn't have to watch me 24/7 they make my feel guilty everyday and make me want to die so badly but I wouldn't ever commit suicide because I would rather not hurt anyone. I just need to leave before I explode. He is providing me with a home, with a nice family and I can stay there as long as I want his parents said. I'd be safe and I could still attend school. I'm not doing this for kicks, or to travel the world. I'm doing this for the sake of my sanity. I don't know how much more I can take. Please help.

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Re: I need help please

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