I can't stand living with my family anymore

[Guest]

Im 17 and my mom has gone crazy, she decided to take away my phone and the schools chromebook, and threatened to take away my clothes, have me sleep outside and it gets below 40f at my house, and cut off my hair, in the past she has threatened to hit me with a flip flop over something my sister did, and because of her yelling at me I have a anxiety attack every time I hear my name or her even say it, I can't even trust her with telling her ive been suicidal or depressed, I told my dad this because I trust him and I dont trust my mom with anything anymore, some nights she stuck thoughts into my head that made me cry myself to sleep, all she does is care for all of the other little kids, she treats my brother like a god because his dad isnt alive, and that if he does something he doesn't get in trouble, I know that im not the best of children but I try my best, and if I try to tell her the truth she won't listen, she only wants to hear what she wants to hear, im afraid of living in my own home because she could do the same thing to me that she did to my sister and I dont want to go to the hospital, she won't even let me have my own political views, she wants me to think how she thinks and have me live my life how she expects me to, she thinks my dad isnt going to support me and its wrong, she doesn't listen to anyone, ive worked for her to get something and when I do what she wants it still isnt enough, I earned something and then I dont get it, Just can't handle being here anymore, I turn 18 in April but I dont wanna wait any longer

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It sounds incredibly difficult to live at home each day. No one should have to feel unsafe and abused in their own home. Anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts are very tough and we’re glad you messaged us. Talking to your dad about staying with him might be a good idea. Also there are many affordable and free resources for help with mental health issues. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) or the National Alliance on Mental Illness (1-800-950-NAMI) may be able to help.

Running away is an option that should be thought about carefully. Who would you stay with? How would you stay safe and support yourself? If you choose to run away and your mother decides to file a runaway report, the police can be called to bring you home. Whoever you are staying with can be charged with harboring a runaway if this report is filed.

We have a conference calling service and could mediate a call between you and your mother. Alternatively, a school counselor could mediate a conversation between you and your mother in person. What you do about your problems, whether it be reach out to these resources or wait until you are 18 is ultimately your decision and can only be made by you. It takes a lot of courage to ask for help and we appreciate you reaching out. If you want to talk more about these issues you can call us at 1-800-RUNAWAY or use our online chat.

[Guest]

I can't live with my family anymore. I'm almost 21 but I can't get a jod. They say I'm lazy and I can't do anything. I feel like I'm all alone in my house and no one loves me. I dad died 1 year ago but I feel alone. I'm so alone that sometimes I think maybe i should run away but I have no where to go. Only my younger brother is nice to me. I feel like they love me but sometimes I feel like they don't want me anymore. I wanna change who I am but it's so hard and I don't know what to do. I just don't wanna live in my house knowing I'm useless.

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Hi,
Thank you for reaching out. It sounds like there’s a lot going on. We want you to know first and foremost that you are not useless! It can be difficult to get the motivation to do things when you feel alone or like no one loves you, and we cannot imagine how difficult it must be to lose your father. We have a couple options that you might consider. The first is talking with your family; you mention that you feel like they love you. It’s possible that they don’t realize how they make you feel when they call you lazy or say that you can’t do anything. Those are really hurtful things to say. You also mention that you want to change but don’t know how; this is so normal and it’s awesome that you’re thinking about ways to improve yourself. That’s a great first step! It might be a good idea to get in touch with a counselor or a therapist who can help you process what you’re feeling and talk about coping strategies. You can also talk about the things you want to change about yourself and think through ways to achieve your goals.
As far as moving out, you are legally within your rights to do that. You might consider staying with a friend, family member, or in a transitional living program (TLP). TLPs are designed to help young people learn the ropes of adulthood and gain independence. They can provide housing for up to 18 months. If you need help finding a TLP near you, feel free to give us a call at 1-800-786-2929.
You mention you’re also struggling to find a job. You might consider looking into Job Corps, which can help you find a job or train you for certain fields. Here is the website: www.jobcorps.gov
Thank you again for reaching out. If you need anything else or want to talk more specifically about your situation, please don’t hesitate to reach out to us. We are here 24/7.
--NRS

[Guest]

I can’t stand my family. I can’t. I’m only 15 and they cause me so many stress over all the stress highschool causes me. My mom is the worst out of everyone. This week she’s been really unfair to me and has been yelling at me non-stop and causes me to have breakdowns. Today she has caused me and breakdown and I’m currently crying typing this down. Yesterday, she completely stood up for my brother has she always does because he’s her fricking favorite and left me all alone trying to defend myself. I cried when my sister defended me during the agrument because no one has ever defended me EVER. That, of course, does NOT make her innocent as I shall never forget what each and every one of my family members have done to me. My mental-emotional health is not good at all it’s so harmed and I am aware. My parents abuse me. They do every time they just feel like I’ve done something wrong and to them everything I seem to do is wrong. I feel so damn alone. I feel like no one is there for me. My head is pounding and tears are streaming from my eyes. I am not suicidal because I’m aware of the consequences. I am however considering running away from this toxic household and family I just have no idea who I will to turn to. My friends are not very good friends either, they all cause me emotional stress as well. I will not go into detail of what they’ve done but all I’m gonna say is that I feel so lonely at home, school and everywhere. Both my family and friends have caused me so much breakdowns, stress, anxiety and depression I’m up until the point where I have no idea what I’m going to do because I do not want to stay in this house and I do not want to face my friends. This is all too much for my young self to handle, its really all too much and I have completely no one to turn to.

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Hello There,

Thank you for sharing a little bit of your story with The National Runaway Safeline, it takes a lot of courage to reach out and we are so glad you took the first steps into reaching out to us. You mentioned being abused, that is unacceptable and you do not deserve to be treated that way. If you would like to report the abuse you can call The Child Helpline at: 1800-422-4453. We know that making abuse reports can be scary, if you would like our help you can call us and we would be more than happy to help. You mentioned feeling lonely everywhere, you may want to consider talking to your school’s guidance counselor about how you are feeling. Sometimes talking to someone about your feelings may help you feel better. You can also contact NAMI which is the National Alliance for Mental Health. Their phone number is 1800-905-NAMI. They may be able to provide some more resources and may be able to talk with you about what is going on. You also mentioned wanting to run away, you may want to consider where you would go and if running away is the safest and best option for you. Also we know that you feel alone and this situation feels awful, but just know it won’t last forever and you are never alone there are always people willing to listen to you. If you have any other questions or would just like to talk about your situation more feel free to give us a call, we are available 24/7.

NRS

[Guest]

all these people on here look like they have tough life’s with their parents but idk maybe mines not even bad enough to put on here. i’m 16 and am not allowed to live my own life, i’m not allowed to hang out with friends or see anyone besides my 1 friend that lives right down the road. i never leave my room anymore, i can barley get out of this bed at this point. i have a boyfriend, yes everyone thinks it’s prolly nothing but i’ve gone through a lot with guys to know that this one actually has meaning to me, and have wanted to intoduce him to my parents bc i’m wanting to just simply see him now and then or have him over for an hour. anything just small , but i can’t my parents won’t even let me drive

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Hi, it looks like you've reached out to us through one of our other platforms, so we'll connect with you through that. Feel free to give us a call if you need anything else!
--NRS

[Guest]

My family punishes me for everything I do with taking away my phone. I don't think they realize the only way I make it through my life at home is through contacting my friends. They also don't like my friends and want me to become distant from them when my friends are the only thing that ever makes my day better or make me smile. I cannot stand to be near my dad because he thinks very irrationally when he's mad and my mom can't stand up to him. As I remember, he hasn't hurt anyone because of it but he just gets too mad to the point where he can't think. I just can't be separated from my friends like they want me to be because they're the only reason I'm still here. I tell my parents this but they always say I have to deal with the consequences of my actions but I can't do it anymore

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Hi there,

You mentioned wanting to know how you can leave home before turning 18. The easiest way to leave home is with your parent’s permission. We understand that might be challenging, however, maybe there’s another family member, relative, or a family friend who could help to communicate how you’re feeling to your parent’s. The second way is through Child Protective Services if safety is a concern. Lastly, you can also look into emancipation options. In most states you need to be at least 16 to be considered and demonstrate that you can support yourself financially and independently. Emancipation often can be a lengthy process and may even cost some money for court fees. We would be happy to look into legal resources if that’s something you are considering.

Please reach out soon so that we may offer support and resources to you. Our number is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929).

Be safe,

NRS

[Guest]

I'm 15,adopted and hate my family I live with. They keep saying they'll pull me from school. Going through my stuff and taking it. And just being horrid. They claim mydays are numbered there and that I'm mentally ill. And they keep trying to send me to Riverside. If I don't get out ofthe house soon I'm going to call someone or move in with my friend, but I don't want to get the police involved. What do I do?

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It seems there is a lot that you are faced with right now and you’re feeling like leaving is one of your only options. It seems you want to know some information on runaway laws.
While we are not experts on the law, 18 is generally the age that an individual may leave home without parent permission. If you are under 18 and leave home, your parent/guardian may file you as a runaway and you may be returned home. Also, those you stay with may run the risk of being charged with harboring a runaway. For more specifics on the law, the local non-emergency police or legal aid may better answer legal questions. It also sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody
We are here as support to help through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat as NRS is unable to respond more than twice by email to assist you. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.
Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).
If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.
Be safe,
NRS

[Guest]

I can't live with my family
I'm not even 13 and all ready I'm suicidal . I get yelled
And sweared at every day by my brother. And my nan gets very angry if I don't do something small she would call's me selfish . My mom's not that bad but when she gets angry she's gets angry . I'm sick of it . I just want a family that's nice. But I'm to scared of what will happen if I ask her to put me up for adoption . But I can't live here. I'm also scared if she found out about this. What do I do

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Hi. Thank you for reaching out to us. We’re completely confidential so you don’t have to worry about anyone finding out that you sent us a message. We’re sorry you’re going through such a difficult situation and sorry you’ve considered hurting yourself.
It’s important to remember that you do have options and you’re not alone. If you feel like you could hurt yourself, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255.
If you have questions about any type of abuse (including emotional or physical) you can contact the National Child Abuse Hotline at 800-422-4453 (childhelp.org). You can also give us a call at 800-RUNAWAY or chat with us at 1800runaway.org and we can talk to you about other options and what you can do to help feel more safe and respected in your own home.
We also urge you to call us anytime 24/7 at 1-800-RUNAWAY or chat with us at 1800runaway.org. We can talk more specifically about options available for you in your situation.
We wish you the best.
-NRS

[Guest]

I honestly can't stand my household at all. It consists of my younger brother, my mom, one of my older brothers and his wife... I've been living with my brother and sister-n-law since November and going to school while living with them... they're VERY strict, and when I say that I’m not exaggerating at all. I'm miserable 24/7, I didn't get to hang out with any friends while living with them, and was constantly getting my phone taken away, getting screamed at, getting in trouble for the smallest things... they are nosey, and my sister-n-law thinks she knows everything. I hate them so much, and my mom lets them treat me like I’m their children. They're my siblings, my own mother should be the one doing all this... Anyways I just recently ran away and stayed at a friend’s, and it honestly was the best night of my life. I was hanging out with my girl, like a normal teen... and then the next day a cop shows up to her house to get me and my brothers in the passenger seat. From their I had to go home I guess (or do I) I'm 16... and they pulled me out of school...Oh and none of them are working either... and won't let me get a job... So they decided to pull me out of school even though I was doing sooooo good. And decided we were all gonna go live with my mom... ALL OF US!!!!!!! So now I’m not in any type of school... I practically dropped out like that is not fair to me at all. I want an education. And my mom doesn't even care... I want to get emancipated so bad... I'm thinking of running away today once again. Do I have to come home?????? Because I seriously do not want to. Just the other day, my brother asked my younger brother to check his phone and my younger brother said no... So that led to him getting smacked multiple times in the face to the point he was crying hysterically. I do not want to live here anymore... If I runway this time it would be my 4th time. Ohhhh and whenever my mom thinks "she can't handle us" she just calls my older brother. I think she needs to step-up as a parent. They think I'm a horrible person it seems like that is never trustworthy or anything but they can't see what’s actually going on. My family is crazy. Believe me this whole paragraph or whatever doesn't give the situation any justice of what's going on. I hate them, and I hate living here. I just want to go to school, and be on my own now honestly. I need help.... Oh and they don't let me leave the house, I'm not allowed any contact with ANYONE... It’s just crazy.

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Reply: I honestly can't stand my household at all


Hi,
Thanks for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline.

It sounds like you are in a tough situation and may be looking for some options to help cope with everything.
We understand how difficult it must have been to speak about what’s been happening.
You are very brave for doing so. It sounds like things have been and continue to be somewhat chaotic for you and you are trying to figure out a plan of action.
NRS would like you to know we are here to support you at this difficult time.

Let us know how we might help, please contact us at 1-800-Runaway (786-2929) orwww.1800Runaway.org (live chat).


NRS is here to listen and here to help.
Having a space to vent and explore options may often bring out a solution previously not thought of. We are here as support to help you and your friend through this challenging time. We can best help by phone or chat. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.

Take care,
NRS

[Guest]

I hate my adopted family and I don´t want to be here anymore! Also I am 15.
I suffer from really bad depression already and my adopted family is making my life so much worse. I have attempted suicide and I have a lot of scars from cutting. I honestly think sometimes life would be so much better without me. If I could get any help that would be amazing! I currently don´t believe in help! I don´t believe that anyone can help me. I have thought about running away before I packed up all of my bags and tried to leave! But then my adopted parents put motion detectors on my windows. My closest brother my biological brother attempted suicide and broke me! I need some advice on what to do please!

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Thank you for reaching out to us. It must be hard dealing with all those challenges and being in a household that you aren’t comfortable in. If you ever want to talk to someone about what you are experiencing at home contact NAMI at 1800-950-NAMI. Also if you feel you are in an unsafe environment call 911 or Child Help at 1800-422-4453. At child help you can report any emotional or physical abuse happening at home or just talk to someone about your options like you ae doing right now. You also mentioned attempting suicide and not wanting to be here anymore. If you ever find yourself having feelings of harming yourself please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1800-273-8255. You are valued and brought to this world for a purpose. We want you safe and want you to continue living and trying to be the best person you can. Sometimes you are put in circumstances that are beyond your control. It’s terrible that the family you are placed with makes you feel so sad. Maybe if you try contacting your social worker or talking with a school counselor you can find some options. Sometimes talking to someone you trust or just talking about it can relieve some of your stress. Also you may want to consider therapy to help with your depression and suicidal thoughts. If you contact SAMHSA at 1800-662-HELP they can help you locate a therapist in your area. You are dealing with a lot of pain at home and it’s amazing that you decided to open up and be so honest about everything you are feeling. You are very brave and I hope that some of this information can help you today. If you want to talk further about your options you can always call us at 1800-RUNAWAY. Remember we are 24/7, confidential and here to help! Best of Luck with everything!

[Guest]

I cant stand living here or anywhere else. Im so alone in everything that i do, isolated. Im homeschooled right now due to my social anxiety and severe depression. I thought id get better being away from all the people at school, but im so lonely. The only people i talk to and see everyday are my family members. Im not allowed to leave my house to do anything unless it's an errand. Im not allowed to facetime my friends or anything either. Im 16 so theyre pressuring me to get a job, even though i literally had to leave school because of my anxiety. How am i even supposed to get a job like this? Theyre so abusive and manipulate man. I currently share a room w ny little sister, i literally sleep on a small decorative carpet on her floor. My parents have money man, they just dont wanna get me another bed lmaooo. They beat the ******** out of me, i had to stay home for a whole week this year due to a black eye and swollen nose. They yell at me for everything, critique everything i do. It seems like i can't do anything right. I offer to fet a job where one of my few friends work, but they wont let me work there. Only where they want. My mom babysits kids and shes just as emotionally and verbally abusive to them as she was to me. Its terrible and terrifying seeing her mood swing like that. On top of that, both of my parents fail to acknowledge my mental illnesses or trauma man. I was sexually abused for 3 years but 3 different relatives, but they dismiss it because they seem like "good people." Ive been diagnosed with bipolar 2 and even then they still dont believe it. Ive attempted suicide far too many times and ended up in a ward for then to just dismiss it as stupid teenage behavior. I get meds from my psychiatrist but they tell me not to take them. I have intense mood swings causing me to lash out in anger which i cant control and i feel like im to blame for how disappointed and dismissive they are w me. They have always beaten the ******** out of me, yet theyve never even dared to hit my little sister. Im the only one who ever helps around the house because i get manic and just need to be moving around to cope with the rqndom burst of energy, yet they claim im lazy and selfish and everything in between. I want to leave, and most of the time they tell ke to just move out already. But i cant, i dont have a job and im 16 man. They know where my few friends live so i know they'll find me if i decide to go with them. They tell me to leave, but anytime o attempt to leave they yell at me and threaten all this stupid ******** to keep ne locked up here. Please help.

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody.

You mentioned you have attempted suicide before and that you are feeling very depressed. It takes a lot of strength to reach out for help, and we are so glad that you did. Your life has worth and our top priority is your safety. If you feel this is an emergency you could consider calling 911 for emergency assistance. We are here to listen and support you in any way that we can, and we can help you find resources that can help you cope with these feelings. You do not have to face this alone, and there is so much help out there for you. If you are thinking about hurting yourself, the National Suicide Hotline could be a good resource for you. You can check them out at www.youmatter.suicidepreventionlifeline.org, or you can call 1-800-273-8255 for help and support any time. You can also call us 24/7 at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) if you need to talk.

It sounds like you have been considering leaving to friends. By all means, if you do fear for your safety either now or in the future, do not hesitate to take the necessary steps to regain your safety. This may mean calling the authorities or possibly reporting the things you may be experiencing. Other options to think about may be other family members, friends, or a trusted adults that would be able to provide you with support or a safe place to stay. It is great that you thinking ahead. Should you feel like leaving home is best, it may be a good idea to think about how you will provide necessities for yourself such as food, clothing, showers, healthcare and other basic needs. You may want to also consider how your parent’s will react to you leaving without permission. We are not legal experts here, but typically as a minor (under the age of 1 you need permission from your parents to leave home. It is not illegal to runaway, but it would mean that your parents could file a runaway report with the police. This is usually done in an effort to try to return you home as the police are required to do so.

Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.

If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website www.1800runaway.org if you are unable to call in. We unfortunately cannot give advice as we are non-directive. You know your situation best
We hope to hear from you soon.

Be safe,

NRS

[Guest]

If anyone brings food or drinks in this house we need to share but if Jamie brings stuff in this house only he can have it. gram will let Jamie in my room who sexually assaults me but yet not let my boyfriend who is good let him in my room that's just plain messed up
My family treats me like ******** but yet it's always my fault. I'm upset and I'm 18 but I can't stand it here.

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We are so sorry to hear that you have experienced sexual violence. You do not deserve to have this happen to you, and you deserve to be believed and supported. One really great resource for all survivors of sexual assault or abuse is RAINN (Rape Abuse Incest National Network). You can call them any time 24/7 at 1-800-656-4673, or go to www.rainn.org to use their online hotline. RAINN is the National Sexual Assault Hotline and has a lot of services, support and resources that you may find helpful. You can also call us 24/7 at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) if you need to talk.

Because you are 18, in most states you can legally leave home with no repercussions. If you are feeling unsafe, it is important to stay somewhere you feel comfortable and secure. You are not alone. We are here for you.

Best of luck,
NRS

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[Guest]

hello, im a 15 y/o who wants to get out of my family house. i want to wait until my 16th birthday but i dont know if i can wait any longer, im debating if i should stay with a friend or stay with my boyfriend. i dont know if i should stay with my boyfriend because.....

1. he 18 y/o and he lives with other people
2. my parents might arrest him for "taking me"
3. he lives in new york which is 3 hours away for me

and if i stayed with my friend it will be complicated because my friend's dad has my mom's phone number so. i want to bring some of my electronics with me when i run away but i saw an article online that said i have to pack lightly. what should i do?

i also want to use my credit card to maybe get a hotel, get some food when i travel or get a uber to drive me. but my mom also owns my credit card so i think she can freeze my card when i try to buy something when i run away. i don't have much cash on me, i haven't gotten any allowance since february. should i buy me a temporary credit card to use or should i start working at a part-time job? if i have to work at a part-time job, should i quit school or continue to go to school??

im also scared to run away and have no place to go because of the virus.

the reason why i want to run away is because of my mom. she has been causing me some pain for the last couple of years. before i start my reason, my mom does not know that i have a boyfriend. she only knows that i've been talking to a "male friend" online. on wednesday the 18th, me and my boyfriend started dating. we had been secretly talking over the phone but it was kinda hard because my mom would come in my room and will constantly ask me what i am doing and she would ask to see what i was doing. yes, i know that's what mothers do but she was being very suspicious, ever since i told her i was talking to a "male friend" she has been on my ass. last night i was watching a movie with my boyfriend and she went into my room to see what i was doing. i told her i was watching a movie and she asked if i was talking to anyone, and obviously, i lied because if i told her that i was watching a movie with my boyfriend she would tell me to turn off my laptop. i told her no and she went out of my room. an hour later she comes back in my room and closes the door and starts to lay in my bed. i asked her why is she in my room in the middle of the night. she says that she wants to "hang out" with me. but i know it was bull******** because she knows i was talking to someone aka my boyfriend. when she had layed down i just sat on my bed with my laptop halfed closed. 20 minutes later i sneaked downstairs in the living room to finish watching to movie but she followed me, so i proceed to sit on the couch. i was getting anxious because i hate when im around my mom at night. like i felt my privacy invaded which i dont like. so about 15 mins or so i told her i was going to bed, i started to get up but she stopped me by saying that i leave my laptop with her. thats when ******** started to go down hill. i went upstairs and went to bed, but little did she know that i could easily voice call with my boyfriend on my phone. so i called him and i just muted myself because i knew my mom would come back into my room to see if i was actually sleeping.

i love my mom sometimes but these past months shes been on my nerves. its to the point where i cant even hang out with or talk to one of my friends irl, have a laugh, watching shows, stuff like that.

today i have to turn off my laptop and phone at 11:00 pm which sucks because i have done nothing wrong. i have done everything she wants me to do. i have done my homework, i had done some chores around the house. like i cant even do anything fun in this house. all she wants me to do is be a "good christian girl" so she can brag to her chruch friends.

can someone please help me, ASAP. i really want to get out of this house before i do something really stupid.

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Hey there,
Thanks for reaching out it seems like a frustrating situation that you are dealing with so it’s understandable to feel frustrated and want to get some help thinking of solutions. Parents should be supportive of you and respect your privacy when they can.
Your concerns that were mentioned about running away are all valid concerns. With Corona Virus out some resources are shut down and there is probably less help out there if you get stranded. If you did leave and stay with your boyfriend there is a distinct chance that they could be charged with harboring a runaway, or even more serious charges such as statutory rape if people think you’ve had sex when you went to his house. If you had crossed state lines as well then federal laws can also make more legal consequences. And yes if your mom wanted to shut off your credit card if you ran away she could do that. She would also probably file a runaway report on you letting police know to look for you.
It seems like your mom is very concerned with you talking to your boyfriend online behind her back. Have you thought about things from her perspective a bit? You know him for how he treats you but she doesn’t have that context. To her this is a person who is at least 2 years older than you and is involving themselves in your life. Even if she doesn’t think they are a bad person she is probably at least curious about them. It may be that by sharing your feelings about him with your mom that she would be more understanding of your relationship. Most moms probably leap to their worst case scenario if they are faced with an unknown so your mom may be leaping to the assumption that your boyfriend is catfishing you and trying to isolate you from your family to traffic you as a sex worker. Open communication with her can clear this up and maybe create some trust between you in the long run and allow for trips to New York for both of you!
Hopefully this information is useful for you, if you have more questions or just need someone to vent with you can always reach us at 1-800-RUNAWAY.

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My family is driving me insane. I can't stand that my brother gets away with being so mean to me after I'm so nice to him. And my parents make rules that are unfair and I feel like no other family does this. I always get in fights with my parents and I don't want to be in the same house with them anymore. On top of all this, I have to choose what I want to do next year for high school. Two of my options are boarding, unfortunately, I really like the one that isn't (but I want to board).
PS I don't mean to say that my parents are bad at parenting. We just don't get along. I want to but I just don't see it happening.

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Hello There,
Thank you so much for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline and sharing a little bit of what is going on in your life.
It sounds like you are going through an overwhelming time in your life. Having a sibling get away with being mean to you can be really upsetting. One option to consider is sitting down with your parents and trying to talk to them about how you feel. Another option to consider is to talk to a trusted adult or school counselor about everything that is going on.
Also as far as deciding on a high school, writing down the pros and cons of each option may be helpful for you. Also talking to your current school about your options may be beneficial as well. Also doing things to cope with the arguments with your parents may help you as well.
We hope this information will be helpful to you in your situation. If you have any more questions or would like to explore more options, please give us a call. We are here 24/7 to listen and to explore more options. We wish you the best of luck!
NRS

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So I am a 14 year old female and I cant stand living with my family anymore. They treat me like absolute ********. I have cut a couple times in the past but they dont know about it. They threaten me and today my mom told me to pack my stuff because I'm out of here and I have done absolutely nothing wrong. I always separate myself from my family as much as possibl . I feel like they have never gave a ******** about me. And I have become completely numb towards everythin . I just cant do it anymore....

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Hi there,

Thank you for taking the time to write a post on our Bulletin and for sharing a bit about what's going on. It was very brave of you to share these difficult feelings. It can certainly be stressful at home when the adults in the household are not supportive.

It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255 (www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org) is always available if you need someone to talk to about how you have been feeling. If you feel like you might self-harm again, you can text "connect" to 741741 to text with a crisis counselor for a safe space to talk about how you are feelings and even brainstorm some coping strategies. Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of.

You deserve to be treated in a way that makes you feel supported and safe. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you with figuring out your next steps in this difficult situation. You can contact NRS 24/7 by phone at 1-800-786-2929 or use our live chat services at 1800runaway.org. We are here to listen and help you explore your options. We look forward to hearing from you soon so that we can help.

Stay safe,
NRS