I can't deal with this anymore

[Guest]

I'm a 13 nearly 14 year old.

I have major anxiety and everywhere I turn my family are on my back, I try to talk to them but they wont listen. I am constantly yelled at because it's gotten so bad, I think I may have also developed depression due to it. I can't deal with my family because they verbally abuse me even without knowing it and some even threaten to hurt me. It tears me apart when it happens and I can't stand it. I can't turn to anyone because the people who I live with will just bad talk me to others. I can't keep living like this, i've tried everything I can think of yet it still doesn't change anything. I have contemplated running away or doing regrettable things but I can't bring myself to do it, which i'm glad about. I just need someone to help me with an idea to stop this.

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Thank you for reaching out to us here at National Runaway Safeline. We understand that it takes courage to seek help. We are sorry to hear that you are being verbally abused. You have the right to report the abuse to CPS. Child Help (1-800-422-4453) is a great resource to explore your options and get information on how to transfer custody. You could try asking your guardian if they would allow you to stay with another family member or close friend. We hope that this information helps, please feel free to contact us directly via our 24 hour crisis hotline (1-800-786-2929), email, or live chat.