Got Beat Up and Mom doesn't care and is punishing me for it

[Ryan Pogue]

I got thrown to the floor and nearly got my head broke open and also could not breathe. So I screamed and got shoved harder. I couldn't breathe for almost a full minute. Name of person who did it is Doug Sato. It was in school and he is the secretary. I go to The Village charter school. My parents are divorced and I hardly ever get to see my dad. He is worse. Mom has done exparaments with adult medicine 2 years ago. I got fat and have had my life ruined for over 2 years now. I am a 11 year old boy with mild autism and SPD. I have been suicidal for almost a year. Dad lies, hates that I like Grace ( who is the only one who is preventing me from committing suicide), accused me of trying to have sex with my 7-year old sister (6 at the time) resulting in a non-phisical fight, yells, and discriminates against me because I am a boy and have autism. I hate my parents and teachers and wish to go to an orphanage. I am very smart yet dumb when it comes to people. I wish I could tell Grace about this. I hate my life.

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re: Got Beat Up and Mom doesn't care and is punishing me for it

Hi there,

Thanks for reaching out today and sharing your story with us. It sounds like you’ve been through so much at school and at home. You sound like a very smart person who is trying to figure out how to move forward and make their situation better. You never deserve to be treated that way by anyone – especially someone at school. You deserve to be supported and valued, not put down and hurt. It’s really smart of you to reach out and get some guidance, so let’s see how we can help you out.

It’s clear that you’re feeling really overwhelmed by everything that you’re dealing with. When people feel so overwhelmed, they often times feel like hurting themselves or committing suicide. We’re sorry to hear that you feel like hurting yourself, and it’s understandable because you are so overwhelmed. It sounds like you understand the importance of reaching out when you feel suicidal. That’s good to hear. One resource that might be helpful to you is the National Suicide Hotline (1800-273-8255). They have a lot of experience reaching out to people who are feeling this way. You can reach out to them to get some support.

It’s great to hear that you have someone who you trust in Grace. She seems like a wonderful person in your life. You said that you’re dumb when it comes to people, but you sound very smart to us. It sounds like you know that you don’t deserve to be treated disrespectfully and that you understand how to build relationships with people – like Grace!

Know that we are here to support you in any way we can. If you’d like to talk more or want to explore more options or anything else, please call or chat with us so that we can support you best. We are confidential and you can call us 24 hours a day at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929). You can also chat with us through our website (www.1800runaway.org) from 4.30pm-11.30pm central time. We look forward to your call or chat.

Best of luck to you,

NRS

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I may not know exactly how your situation feels, i may not be a mod or a person you know or even relatively care about... But let me say this, you are so very far from dumb, so very far from worthless, you may not have said that in your post but i know when i get upset and stuff happens i feel worthless. I just want you to know that you always have a friend in me. I may or may not be putting my Kik name, facebook name, and snapchat on here in that order below. But if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here....

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RE: Sorry

Hi there,

Thank you so much for posting on your bulletin board and sharing your thoughts about this person’s story. We really appreciate the support that you have provided and are sharing! We want to let you know that for confidentiality purposes, we cannot post identifying information.

We really appreciate your support and want to remind you that if you ever need us or need someone to listen and talk, we’re here 24/7 at 1800runaway.

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