I just want to get up and leave

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o from starting as a kid my dad had always had anger problems and here's the problem he always is always nice to me around people but when no one is around and he gets angry and me and him argue and get into huge arguments and he always asks me if I can move back to Michigan, a story I'll get to in a minute but since he is nice to me in public my mom who gets drunk a lot of nights and causes family problems she thinks I over exaggerate about my dad being angry because he's nice to me in front of people. And about him asking me to move, my mom and me have lived in like 30 different houses not even because we have to move but because she wants to, and I move around a lot with her because my dad has anger issues so I prefer to stay with my mom but she had a grand idea to move to another state far away and of course after about a year we moved which means I had to leave a set of friends for a second time we moved back to my current area where we lived before we moved away and my dad asks me if I can just move back since I'm in the area I have to go stay with him sometimes every week, and my whole dads side of the family was crazy or so my parents say so as a kid they separated me from them like pretty much everyone I knew and now I get bullied at school then if I go to my dad’s after school me and him usually argue and if I go to my mom’s she gets drunk and causes family drama and I have run away before and I'm wanting to again but I really don't know what to do at this point but I can keep dealing with bullies at school and my parents problems it's honestly too much for me and I know this is a lot of writing but I don't know who else to write/talk to at this point and I'm 15 btw

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Reply: I just want to get up and leave


Hi,
Thanks for reaching out to the National Runaway Safeline.

It sounds like you are in a tough situation and may be looking for some options to help cope with everything.
We understand how difficult it must have been to speak about what you have been feeling.
You are very brave for doing so. Good for you.
NRS would like you to know we are here to support you at this difficult time.

Moving back in forth from parent to parent sounds like it has been very hard on you.
Leaving friends and going to a new school is quite an adjustment to make.
Add the fact that you are now dealing with issues of bullying we can understand the need to get away from everything.

Having a space to vent and explore options may often bring out a solution previously not thought of. We are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
NRS is here to listen and here to help.
We can best help by phone or chat. If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon.

Let us know how we might help, please contact us at 1-800-Runaway (786-2929) orwww.1800Runaway.org (live chat).

Take care,
NRS