I feel useless

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I only have one redeeming factor that shines through on a day to day basis. I can't find comfort in my one redeeming factor because I have learned to resent it for what it is. Also, I can't find comfort in my non-day to day basis because when I don't demonstrate them there is a public backlash. I can't talk to my parents about it because they are trying to do what they can they just don't have enough time to do so. I would feel guilty anyway because it is my fault for thinking this way. I have suicidal thoughts, but I don't go through with them for I would feel guilty for trying to do so because nobody around me deserves the emotional repercussions of my death. I just don't know my use.

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Hi there,

Thank you for contacting us at the National Runaway Safeline. We are here 24/7 to listen and support.

It sounds like you are having a hard time and are unsure of who to turn to. We want to thank you for taking the first steps to getting the help that you need. You mentioned feeling suicidal thoughts and we want you to know that your life is valuable and you are not alone. If you are ever having those thoughts and need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to reach out to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. We can also be reached at 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929) if you need other support. We could action plan with you about who you could turn to like a school counselor or other family members.

Let us know how we can best help,

NRS