I feel like I’m worthless and no one cares about me

[Guest]

First of all my family is super abusive just last year my father used to whip me with his belt till I bled for just about any reasons for example using his iPhone charger ,well that all went away when the year was ending and i was kind of glad.For just a while I was happy,but it all spiraled down and became depression when I realized that they were sending me away to another country to live with another family and study in the other third world country.It was so sad because I had all these friends in my school and I was just about to join high school and really discover myself and make new friends,but my parents decide to send me there all by myself without even Asking do my say in this life decision and I am 15 years so you’d think that would give me a say but noo.Once I was in the country my mother packed her bags and left me there I felt so neglected and alone.It all become worse once I joined school I was being beaten even more severely with stick and other make shift weapons.i stayed a whole year i that school suffering while my parents and others siblings were here in Canada enjoying there lives,each day I cried wondering what I could have possibly done to deserve this.After that one year of pure hell my parents decide to bring me back to Canada just for two months then send me back to they country without asking me.And am feeling super Devastated,cause if I do ran away I have nowhere to go.Should I just end my life

[ccsmod7]

Hello there, thanks for reaching out today. It sounds like you have been through so much and are feeling pretty hopeless right now. You seem incredibly resilient for having to deal with your parents forcing you to move to a different country twice now away from your friends and loved ones. You deserve to have your needs and wants heard by your parents.

The National Runaway Safeline is located in the United States of America (USA). Our knowledge of helpful community based resources and our understanding of youth in crisis related laws is limited to the USA. If you are located in a country outside of the USA, you can use this link to find a youth helpline in or around your country: http://www.childhelplineinternationa...where-we-work/. We hope that by reaching out to a local resource, you are able to get the support you need from an organization that understands the laws and circumstances that affect youth in your country.

If you are ever in the U.S. and need assistance, please do not hesitate to call or chat us. We truly want to help, and you so deserve to be supported during this difficult time.

-NRS

[Guest]

I really need help time is running out and they are planning on sending me back please help me I can’t run away I have no other family what’s should I do pls hepl

[Guest]

Pls help me time is running out and January is when they are planning on sending me back and I have no say cause they won’t here me they are just slowly ruining my life and I can’t run away as much as I want to what should I do please help me

[ccsmod15]

Hello,

Thanks for reaching out again. It looks like you reached out to us earlier today and we provided some resources specific to Canada. As we stated before, it’s important that you reach out to a local resource so that you can get support from an organization that understands the laws in your country and can help you find out what your options might be in this situation. We’re so sorry to hear that your parents are continuing to pressure you into leaving. Here are two additional resources in Canada that might be able to support you as you search for options in your situation:

Kids Help Phone
Phone: 1.800.668.6868

https://kidshelpphone.ca/

Fondation Tel-Jeunes
Phone: 800.263.2266
Text: 514.600.1002

https://www.fondationteljeunes.org/The-Fondation-Tel-jeunes

We encourage you to contact these agencies for additional support. As we mentioned in our previous message, if you’re ever in the U.S. and need assistance, please don’t hesitate to reach out. We wish you the very best as you explore your options. Stay safe!

-NRS