I am 17 ,6 months. I have 4 months til im 18. But when im 18 I will be in school again so my parents arent gonna let me just leave.
I really dont like it here though. Grandma steals stuff from stores. My mom says she cant get a job cos I need her. I have been depressed since I was 11. 12-13 I was suicidal. Then again 15 to 16. My mom doesnt care about my health took me forever to get into counseling. Also I am not allowed to hang out with friends even if they live two streets away from us. I volunteer at a thrift shop n gma is always there too, so its not my space. Now she wants to volunteer at my actual job. I dont need a babysitter at my job. Im 17 cant I do a few things on my own... also if I tell somebody about how im feeling n my mom finds out she forces me to say its a lie or I get in trouble. Im not allowed to voice my feelings and comprimising on stuff or talking about it doesnt work they find a way to turn it into them against me n I get no where. I am a lil overweight n I am trying to eat healthy but no matter what they arent being very helpful. My mom buys my fave junk food and sits it in the dining room. Also they rewrite their pasts a lot. Thats common in our family... is there anything I can do ?you know to get away sooner. I am being emotionally and mentally abused
I really dont like it here though. Grandma steals stuff from stores. My mom says she cant get a job cos I need her. I have been depressed since I was 11. 12-13 I was suicidal. Then again 15 to 16. My mom doesnt care about my health took me forever to get into counseling. Also I am not allowed to hang out with friends even if they live two streets away from us. I volunteer at a thrift shop n gma is always there too, so its not my space. Now she wants to volunteer at my actual job. I dont need a babysitter at my job. Im 17 cant I do a few things on my own... also if I tell somebody about how im feeling n my mom finds out she forces me to say its a lie or I get in trouble. Im not allowed to voice my feelings and comprimising on stuff or talking about it doesnt work they find a way to turn it into them against me n I get no where. I am a lil overweight n I am trying to eat healthy but no matter what they arent being very helpful. My mom buys my fave junk food and sits it in the dining room. Also they rewrite their pasts a lot. Thats common in our family... is there anything I can do ?you know to get away sooner. I am being emotionally and mentally abused
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