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**Guest** · 06-05-2020, 08:16 AM

I'm 15 and I think I am struggling with depression ever since my mam left me at the age of 5

**Guest** · 06-06-2020, 02:43 PM

I know how you feel. I’m fourteen now but I used to run away all the time. While I was away I felt better, but everything always got worse when I was forced to go back home because I needed food or medicine. My family doesn’t trust me anymore, I have no freedom, and I’ve attempted suicide 4 times since the first time I ran away. It’s really hard to say this, but running away only made my problems worse. I hope you can find a better way to deal with your family issues, but if you really want to leave make sure you have a backup plan if you run out of supplies.

**Guest** · 06-17-2020, 10:45 PM

I'm 13 and I hate my family because my little sister always get her way and I'm always getting beaten by my parents and I want to go live with my boy best friend.

**Guest** · 06-18-2020, 07:33 PM

Do you ever feel like you don't belong somewhere? Like simply because you exist your suddenly the cause of all their problems. I've never had a good relationship with my father mostly due to the fact that he was never involved in my life. it was soo strange growing up, he was always there but never there if you understand. But he still wants to control my life like he's in it. My mom does everything, she cooks, pays bills, takes care of my brothers and me all by herself. But that's not the problem at hand the problem is that he treats us like s***. I can not tell you the number of times he's threatened to smash my head into a wall and kill me. That my life will never be worth anything. And sometimes I just hope he does end up killing me. I won't kill myself, but I've thought about it a lot. Through the years I've become immune to what he says but today hit me hard. He said no matter how hard in life I work I would never be anything. That I was useless and would probably end up pregnant on the streets doing drugs. I looked at him in complete and utter disbelief. Me, the one earning an associate's degree in high school, The one with straight A's despite have to take care of your children. I play it off and walk away, but at the end of the day, it hurts knowing no matter what I do I'll never be enough. That at the end of the day if I do die that he wouldn't care, not even bat an eyelash. It ********ing hurts.

**Guest** · 06-19-2020, 02:54 AM

Hi I had a chat with you today and then you sent me a rescore and then my best friend and someone who I thought loved me turned their back on me because I was seriously going to go and I’ll myself. Then I realized that I was going to be able to help other people who are going through the same thing as I am and I’m not sure if I am going to get through this and I don’t know how to talk to anyone who can help me get through this and I feel like I’m going to be alone in the next few days and I don’t have any friends who can help me and then they are all the same way about things like this. I’m sorry to ramble on and I don’t have any hope for the future and that I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life and I will never be able to do anything that I want to do because I have so much holding me back. I have been so much more depressed than I usually am and I don’t have any meds because my parents don’t want to have to go and take me to a counselor or therapist or xl even my doctor. I feel like I gotta end it all and then I will finally be happy

**Guest** · 07-02-2020, 08:57 AM

Hi,
I'm a minor and I'm struggling in the place where I'm supposed to feel happy and loved.. and safe..aka. my 'home'
I experience sexual abuse by my grandfather nearly every day and it's getting worse, he inappropriately touches me and says really scarring things.. I already told my family members about this like a year ago but now it seems like they've forgotten and everything is happening all over again, but this time it's getting worse as the time goes by. My aunt tells lies about me to my mother, her son (my cousin) is usually really mean and insults me. My mother used to rarely talk to me and was always yell even tho I haven't done anything most of the time. Now she's being nicer but I'm not sure how long that will last. Recently I've been really dysphoric and depressed, I even started cutting and starving myself. It's hard for me to concentrate and I usually have headaches and i never feel like i've slept well. I'm paranoid and this really hard for me, especially when my family members argue all the time and are being extremely toxic towards each other, I hate them all. I'm considering running away but I'm too big of a coward to do so... I'm also transgender (FTM) and this is a lot for me to take in, I feel like my hope is fading away and I'm really scared for what's going to happen next..

**Guest** · 07-09-2020, 06:15 PM

Hi, my si tuation is hard.
Im 13
I am female and depressed along with pts d and adhd
i live with myy grandparents, you could say jm spoiled but they never show me they care about my feelungs and always complain or threaten to tell the doctors. mostly my grandma though
i never cut or anything but i attempted suicide a few days ago by jumping in front of a car im fine now but im still alone and afraid my parents and i just fight well grandparents
i wish i jusy died though
they also now took away my electronics, limiting use to 3 hours which i use to have around 10 hours limit. its hard, i have no true friends and my therapist doesnt help
im alone in this and just want everything to stop, i am lucky ik but i want a new family,
i want somebody who will love me and trust me

**Guest** · 07-21-2020, 08:09 AM

I hate my dad, he is always yelling at me for no reason. He never helps me with anything and he threatens to do stuff. Recently I felt really sick when I was cleaning my stuff outside so I came inside to take a break because it was really hot. I accidentally fell asleep because I haven’t slept in 3 days and I woke up in middle of the night so I couldn’t go back out and pick up my stuff. He woke up this morning and started yelling at me and when I told him I was feeling overheated and dehydrated he said he didn’t care what my excuse was and now he is threatening to sell all of my stuff. I am 14 and I help people, I puppysit and I babysit to get money. I have bought everything I have because my mom has no money and my dad refuses to buy me anything, I even have to buy my own food most of the time. I bought some horses and everything for them and I do everything I can to take care of them and keep them healthy and they mean the world to me because they are my only pets and I just love them so much. I would get rid of everything I have just to keep those horses. I would get rid of the clothes off my back just to keep them fed and happy. He is threatening to sell them even though I bought them and I pay for them. He has said that everything I bought is his because I’m a minor. I realize that I’m a minor and technically can’t own anything but I’m having to work my butt off just to buy my horses some food and take them to the vet. I don’t see how he has a say in it. I even trained them myself and they are all I have left that actually makes me happy.

**Guest** · 07-23-2020, 05:52 PM

I’m 14, and i have a toxic relationship with my parents.

My parents are so toxic, they make me feel like i’m not good enough for them. My mother always blames me for EVERYTHING, and whenever she is in the wrong she always guilt trips me saying something along the lines of “i know you hate me” or “i know i’m a horrible mother”, and other times she gangs up with my father to make fun of me. But when i get mad about it, they yell at me saying “you’re so ungrateful” or “you are a hateful b*tch” and it makes me feel horrible. I’m so sick and tired of it. But i can’t talk to them about it because they’ll both just blame it on me and say it’s my fault. My mom told me once that she wanted someone else to adopt me, that really hurt. But at the same time they do a lot for me, they pay for my school, my food and the house and i know if i wanted to run away or go with another family they would use that against me. So i don’t know what to do but i don’t want to live with them anymore. Please help or give me options, Thank you.

**Guest** · 08-07-2020, 01:42 AM

im 13 and my family hates me because im not good at maths and are currently discussing to kick me out. i hate my life.

**Guest** · 08-16-2020, 08:39 PM

I'm 12 and I hate my life because of my family/********ty dad and brother

i want to leave and i have attempted to before but somehow my parents always find me, i hate everything, mt school, my toys and my family. my parents have a fight about money or gaming everyday and i've thought of suicide. i think of ways to kill myself with no pain, but mos. ways are illegal. my parents love my brother and they hate me. he is 5 years younger than me but he has a giant mac, switch, ipad and a tablet. all i have is a used mac that is almost broken and 3 years old. my parents never give me anything, the only time i get stuff is from friends and other relatives that live in korea. my dad thought of divorce today and i think that they might actually do it. i have good friends but not a best friend, everyone thinks i'm the one that always smiles and laughs because i don't like to show emotion at school. i don't think they will help so i don't even bother, and my teachers despise me, i always try my best but they always tell me its not good enough even though i get the highest grades and score in any test at any time. my brother is always stealing what is most precious to me and if he does something bad , he blames me and because my parents adore him, they trust him. yesterday i got hit by a lighter because my MOM told my brother that my dad does smoking and he didn't want my brother to know and my mom told him so i got hit and hurt. i like gaming and anime because i can escape reality and be happy, but now my parents wont let me do anything any more, and they are going to take my mac book soon, so i'm going to have no way to escape my miserable life. i want to die and run away but i'm afraid of the money, i don't want to die a painful death by starvation so now i choose to wait until im 15 so i can get a job and save money then runaway to another country of just another city and buy a cheap apartment and go to school and become an architect.

**Guest** · 09-15-2020, 11:47 PM

Someone please help me! My mom and dad are mentally crazy and I want to leave! I want to have a new home. They act drunk every second and don’t care about me. This isn’t a feeling, I’m 13 and I want to live somewhere else. What can I do to get away from my parents?

**Guest** · 09-26-2020, 09:26 AM

I've just turn 12, I'm the youngest in my family and i hate them more then anything

I'm so very sorry for all the things that happened and my situation may not be so bad as it is but, my games are the only thing I care about, i have friends on their that I've spent a long time with to imagine the fact i would care more about then my own family, i hate my brother so much and probably the most, he has a anger-issues which makes my family think they can always let him have have a little punishments, he eats all the food, and doesn't clean unless it benefits him, he also causes lots of problems like yelling, fighting, and so on [...] he thinks he can boss me around sense I'm younger then him which is very annoying, my mother took away almost everything i desired for my so called little kid needs, my games, my phone everything, just because she was mad at me for wanting to talk to her about something i felt uncomfortable with and i had to be in the bathroom because I knew she would start hitting things. and I have a step-father that tell her everything that he sees without even thinking on what's really going on, the only person I think actually cares about me is my eldest sister and she the only one that actually understands me, and she's leaving in a few months I hate everything so much and I have nothing to really live for anymore, and yet i can't do it because I'm to scared to I wanna live someone else I've tried but people think I'm to young to even be talking by myself.. I've really had lived in this world to have a small glimpse of how harsh and cruel this world really is

**Guest** · 09-28-2020, 10:48 AM

I recently just turned 13 on the 22nd and I just wanna leave this stupid family. My mom is just so ugh. She stresses me out to the point where I don’t even wanna live anymore. She’s always yelling at me and cursing at me for no reason. Especially when it comes to school work. She always gets on me about missing assignments but it’s just so overwhelming and it’s too much to handle. I get distracted easily. I’m struggling and I can’t focus and it’s just so hard and when I when I told her this all she could do is take my phone away like that’s going to help. You know I even thought about overdosing on Benadryl. I just can’t do this anymore.

**Guest** · 10-02-2020, 04:15 AM

Im 13 can i move to my friends house with her parents

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