i feel like my life isn't my own

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I try to live with it. i really do but i don't have any control over my own life. who i am gonna marry, what i am supposed to do every second of my life is decided by my parents. i come from a place where this is very common and is considered normal. but i just cant deal with it anymore. not only do my parents make me do everything they say, my mother verbally abuses every single day and my dad always takes her word for it. i feel like i have no one. i feel so alone and i just cant help but cry and cry all the time locked in my room. i just need to have my life. i wanna go away forever. i just have no where to go.