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i'm 15 and i live in puerto rico
both of my parents are abusive. first, i lived with my dad for over 9 or 10 years, and i move d out of my dads house because he abused his girlfriend and i really felt dissapointed on my dad and i really didn't want to live in a toxic house. also the fact is that he is an alcoholic, and sometimes he can hurt my feelings. so i moved to my moms. when i moved, i came back to my childhood school and i was happy. until recently it was revealed that my stepdad abused my mom for almost 5 years. and my
mom had suicidal thoughts and everything and i really wanted to help her. so we decided to move to boston. especially since the situations that's happening here in puerto rico, which is uninhabitable. everything was going good until my mom decided to control everything about me. she forced me to wear clothes i didn't like and felt uncomfortable. she told me that i should just emancipate myself and that i have no freedom. she also makes fun of my sexuality. i'm a pansexual man and i like to wear flower crowns, because i think there's nothing wrong with that, but she disagrees and started mocking me about how i would look if i had that one n public and said that what would happen if i had make up. i got really depressed because this isn't the first time she does something like that. and today, she called a "mojon"(a piece of ********) and tried to hit me twice. when i arrived to school she told me that i should thank god that she didn't abort me. and i got even more depressed. i decided that both homes are toxic and not very supportive. so my friend in florida, offered me to live with her and that i shouldn't worry about school and everything. the thing is that i told my teacher that i very much trust and she told the guidance counselor, who is very nice as well. she told me that even tho i'm a minor, that it's weird to live in a strangers house. i know she's an internet, but we always have skype video chats with my other friends in this group chat. i met one of them in real life and it was the best thing in the world. so i was sure i can trust them. i really want to move out of my parents house and live with her. it's a better opportunity for me to start over and that's something i want to. i want to feel accepted and truly loved in a home. i know that i need permition from my parents so i can move and i'm scared that they won't. but i really really want to.
both of my parents are abusive. first, i lived with my dad for over 9 or 10 years, and i move d out of my dads house because he abused his girlfriend and i really felt dissapointed on my dad and i really didn't want to live in a toxic house. also the fact is that he is an alcoholic, and sometimes he can hurt my feelings. so i moved to my moms. when i moved, i came back to my childhood school and i was happy. until recently it was revealed that my stepdad abused my mom for almost 5 years. and my
mom had suicidal thoughts and everything and i really wanted to help her. so we decided to move to boston. especially since the situations that's happening here in puerto rico, which is uninhabitable. everything was going good until my mom decided to control everything about me. she forced me to wear clothes i didn't like and felt uncomfortable. she told me that i should just emancipate myself and that i have no freedom. she also makes fun of my sexuality. i'm a pansexual man and i like to wear flower crowns, because i think there's nothing wrong with that, but she disagrees and started mocking me about how i would look if i had that one n public and said that what would happen if i had make up. i got really depressed because this isn't the first time she does something like that. and today, she called a "mojon"(a piece of ********) and tried to hit me twice. when i arrived to school she told me that i should thank god that she didn't abort me. and i got even more depressed. i decided that both homes are toxic and not very supportive. so my friend in florida, offered me to live with her and that i shouldn't worry about school and everything. the thing is that i told my teacher that i very much trust and she told the guidance counselor, who is very nice as well. she told me that even tho i'm a minor, that it's weird to live in a strangers house. i know she's an internet, but we always have skype video chats with my other friends in this group chat. i met one of them in real life and it was the best thing in the world. so i was sure i can trust them. i really want to move out of my parents house and live with her. it's a better opportunity for me to start over and that's something i want to. i want to feel accepted and truly loved in a home. i know that i need permition from my parents so i can move and i'm scared that they won't. but i really really want to.
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