i want to kill myself i'm about to cry

[Guest]

Alright so my life has been so hard and i just want to completely want to leave it all behind and kill myself i don't know what to do. I have only one best-friend that talks to me and most people don't ever talk to me and i just want to leave it behind and i never get texts and nobody likes me i know i'm saying nobody cause nobody does.I have lost my cousin and my dad my dad to suicide and my cousin to a car accident. Most people don't know my pain i cried 4 times thinking about my death and i really hate it i cant run away because i haven't finished school yet and i can't do anything so i don't know what to do.

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Hi there,

Thank you for writing to us here at the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you have been struggling with a lot of strong emotions and we want you to know that it takes a lot of courage to reach out and ask for help. We are here to support, listen, and explore options during this difficult time. It sounds like you’ve dealt with a lot of loss in life and it’s understandable to feel the pain of that loss and cry. Another excellent resource is the National Suicide Hotline (1-800-273-TALK). They do a great job at listening and giving support during difficult times. They also have a chatting service if you’re not comfortable talking on the phone, and they’re open 24/7. Also, if you ever find yourself in physical danger, you can always call 9-1-1. If you need help calling emergency services, NRS can also conference call with you.

Having a strong support system can be very helpful when dealing with tough emotions. Reaching out to your school counselor or a trusted teacher can be a great start in developing a support system. If you call out to our safeline, we can also try to find counseling services in your area as well. We recognize that opening up to others about sensitive topics can be tough, but is a great first step in. We appreciate your courage.

You are never alone in this. We are always here, open 24/7. Our number is (800) 786-2929. Please don’t hesitate to reach out to us if you need to talk or explore the options that we mentioned.

Be safe, NRS