I currently hate life.

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my family isn't terrible. what the problem is, is my mother. I hate her so much sometimes! she's verbally abusive, and doesn't even seem to care. nobody else i know would call an 11 year old girl a filthy pig. that's not all, either. here's a list of a few other things she's called me:
1 a selfish brat
2 an indecent human being
3 a smart *** (many, many times. i know its not that bad, but still!)
4 a lazy slug (again, not that bad)
there are a lot more, but i need to actually continue this
when my brother picks on me,she claims he's just 'joking' and that i should just ignore it. he's called me a ********** before,and again. JOKING? I think not.
my brother is the favorite, too. i will sound like a brat listing out the things he gets and i don't, so i'm not even gonna bother
whenever I'm being bullied in school i just have to deal with it myself, while if my brother is, that kid is a goner. its not even like im the older, stronger one. i'm small and weak. im eight pounds underweight and 5 inches shorter than the average height for someone my age.
overall, i guess this sounds slightly worse than it actually is, but still. i have to live with this for the next six/seven years of my life, and i already want to get out of it. i'm either going to end up committing suicide, running away, or somehow getting through these years and moving to a different state, far, far away from my mother.

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Here is what I came up with:
Thank you for reaching out to us at the National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you’ve been going through a lot at home and having a difficult time with your mom. It must be lonely to feel like you’re being treated unfairly in your family.
You mentioned you might want to kill yourself. We want you to know that you are not alone and we are toll free and 24/7 if you ever find yourself wanting to talk. Our number is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929). Another helpful resource could be the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline which can be reached at 1-800-273-8255. If you are being bullied at school, one option to consider would be talking to your school guidance counselor.
We hope this information helps. If you would like to talk more about possibly running away, please contact us at our number above or through our live chat from 4:30pm to 11:30pm Central time. We will not tell you what choice to make, but can help you talk through different options you might have.
Take Care,
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