I cry almost everyday because of my mom.

Sometimes I feel like nobody loves me, I get mentally abused everyday (name calling, insulting me) and even sometimes physically abused (Belting me, Slapping me, punching me to the point where i'm unconscious) They will also beat me then insult like this and i quote "Go sit there inside your wet af pants" after punching me like 6 times. all because i got an F on an assignment Im literally crying as i am writing this. The only care about my piontless grades. and don't see the bigger picture. If i were to say this to them right now. They would just call me a victim and send me to my room and probably belt me again. I just want to live my life but I have no life because of them. Please help me

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Hi there,

Thank you for contacting us, we understand it can be hard to reach out at times so we’re glad you decided to make a post. It can be a challenge to feel like you’re constantly under pressure, we hope there are ways that you feel you can cope with the way you feel when you’re home. If you need any support, give us a call or chat with us. If you are considering running away, we can try to help you have a safety plan. We hope this helps!

Stay strong,
NRS

I Agree, my parents don't understand, and they recently have been constantly ruining my joy in everything I do. I try so hard to do everything perfectly for them but, it seems like I possibly can't. I can't even relax without me doing everything wrong. I honestly have no clue how to deal with this. Every time I try to tell them what's wrong no one listens, so I just decide not to say anything cause why there be another reason to get yelled at for. I want to run away and not feel this way.

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Hi there,
Thanks for reaching out to us, we hope to help as best we can. We understand it can be hard to reach out for help at times, we are glad you did! It sounds like things are pretty overwhelming at home right now and you mentioned being harmed. We’re sorry you’re going through this. You don't deserve to be hurt in any way or to be left out in the streets like that without someone to look over you. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.
You deserve to feel safe in your home. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to CPS. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. It may also be a good place to explore options for staying with another family member or someone you trust as far as transferring custody.
Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. You are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
If you would like to talk more in detail please chat soon through our website www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button) if you are unable to call in. We can help support you and talk about reporting any kind of abuse going on.
We hope to hear from you soon.
Be safe,
NRS

my mom would beat me and hit me and when i cry she would beat me some more im only 13 and when i get lower then a 100 or a 95 ill get beat then she would tell me to go on the streets for 3 hours and she would come pick me up after

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Thank you for your response to another user’s post. Often forums are a place of support and understanding for many youth. It often may be validating and helpful for users to read similar situations as well as exchange feedback to one another. For anyone experiencing any difficulties or challenges, the National Runaway Safeline encourages youth to reach out to our 24/7 crisis support line either by phone (1-800-RUNAWAY) or chat (www.1800runaway.org) for immediate services.

Thank you,

NRS

That’s sad. I understand how you feel. If my mom did that to me, I would feel bad. Try and explain how you feel towards her. Try working hard and get good grades. Even if you did not get higher than 90, tell your mom that you had tried hard. Your mom may hate you or maybe she is just overprotective. And remember, you are just fifteen so maybe your mom wants to get you a good life ahead. If it still does not work, then I think you should run away.

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Hi,

Thanks for reaching out to National Runaway Safeline. It sounds like you are in a really hard situation at home, and it’s really brave of you to reach out for help. We appreciate you sharing a little bit of what is going on, and we want to support you in any way we can. You do not deserve to endure emotional or physical abuse.

If you feel that you are unsafe at home and need to leave, there is an organization called National Safe Place that might be able to help you find a safe place to go. Text the word "safe" and your current address to 44357 or go to www.nationalsafeplace.org for more information.

We may be able to help you better by hearing more details about your situation and how we can help specifically. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).

If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately.

We hope to hear from you soon!

Everyone's post is so similar to mine. My mom straight away says that she doesn't care about me.i have never herd her say a good thing about me in her entire life. Always yelled me for my studies although I am 93+ all the time. I know I can never satisfy her no matter what I do and how much I love her she will never love me back.she also hates the fact that I'm beautiful and always tries to tell me that I'm ugly. She only loves her golden son and it's really hard for me to accept this. (I'm a daughter in an Indian family) I have had lots of low self esteem problems like social anxiety, bad self talk and being passive aggressive. I can't share my situation to anyone I don't have a luck in friends and she'll kill me if I have a bf. I cry almost daily because of her saying something absurdly mean. I'm on my gap year so staying in home for 24*7 hrs with my mom is a hell u can't imagine, we fight for the smallest issues, she even slaps me at times with zero fault of my. I don't know what to do, if this was to happen what was the need of me to get born. I feel suffocated that I don't have anyone to let my feelings out so thanks for listening. I have an active anxiety and an insecure attachment style all thanks to her.

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Hi there,
Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. It sounds like you’re fearing that the situation may end in suicide or self-harm.
Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger (even from yourself) or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255); www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org is also a great resource to reach out to in addition to our crisis services. A good resource for prevention of self-harm is www.twloha.com which specializes in finding ways to cope positively and keep up hope.
Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This may be an isolating and lonely time for you, but you are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.
If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).
We hope to hear from you soon.
Be safe and stay strong,
NRS

Hey, Im sorry for what ur going through, and sadly it is very relatable. One second me and my mom are fine and then when I ask her for something (even help) she snaps. She screams at me in front of other people and I cant hold my tears back. I love my mom and i know she loves me but i wish she could show me in a nicer way. When my mom screams at me i get mad but then a few hours later she acts like nothing happens ant gets mad at me for being mad. She also calls me fat in front of other people. i know i am overweight and i try to change but she seems to still be mad. sometimes i feel like she is embarrassed of me. i have had many suicide thought that one time i cut myself on propose and im scared to show the mark to her - one day it will get better.

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Hi there,

Thank you for writing to us here at National Runaway Safeline (NRS). We understand it takes great courage to reach out, and we appreciate you sharing a little bit about what’s going on. It sounds like you’re quite overwhelmed by things at home right now. It sounds like you’re fearing that the situation may end in suicide if things don’t change. Your safety and well-being is important. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255); www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org is also a great resource to reach out to in addition to our crisis services.

You don't deserve to be hurt in any way. If you are at risk of any danger or feeling unsafe, we encourage you to reach out to 911 or seek emergency assistance immediately. You may also be able to report any mistreatment to child protective services. Child Help USA 1-800-422-4453 www.childhelp.org is an organization that helps protect minors from being harmed. They can tell you more about how CPS could respond to your situation. If you ever need assistance calling out to CPS to make an abuse or neglect report please call is at 1-800-RUNAWAY.

Often, having a safe space to share how you’re feeling may bring a variety of solutions previously not thought of. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This may be an isolating and lonely time for you, but you are not alone in this. We want you to know that we are here as support to help you through this challenging time.

If you would like to talk more in detail please call or chat soon. Our contact information is 1-800-RUNAWAY (786-2929); www.1800runaway.org (click on the chat button).

We hope to hear from you soon.

Be safe and stay strong,
NRS

My mum always tries to put me down, she tells everyone that I am a bad person, she ennoyes me all day until my dad gets back to the point that I attack her back when my dad gets back but he defenses her and I get a slap. I'm fead up I have thought of suiside 100 times the only thing that stops me is my grandparents. I whant to die, pls help I can take it anymore

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Hello There,
Thank you for reaching out to The National Runaway Safeline, we are here 24/7 to listen and provide support to you.
We understand you are wanting to get out of your mom and dad’s house, we would like to explore this more with you. We are available to you 24/7 to listen and to explore options. Please chat with us or call us at 1800-422-4453.4
Best of luck!
NRS

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